Comments | siara79: In memory of my baby.

siara79

In memory of my baby.

Jun 17, 2008 13:24

I thought it might help, to write down everything I remembered about my baby while it's still fresh in my mind.

( Cut for sadness, and really, really long story of Azzy's life. )

memorial post, azzy death

Comments 8

sashanan June 17 2008, 17:54:55 UTC

*takes off glasses and wipes them*

Huh. Must be foggy inside...

siara79 June 17 2008, 18:00:27 UTC

Same here. ;_;

God, I want my baby back so bad..

laliatk June 17 2008, 21:27:45 UTC

Sounds like he had a wonderful life. He loved you. He knew you loved him. That is good.

Hang in there.

siara79 June 19 2008, 15:32:07 UTC

That's what I keep telling myself.

kawaiinochan June 18 2008, 15:05:51 UTC

He reminds me a lot of my Dakota, who, despite having other cats since, will NEVER be replaced in my heart. Its funny how cats are like that.

And dont feel bad looking for another cat. We got Arnie and Yo Yo after the infamous Lulu died to fill the void left both by her and by Dakota. Ironically, Cali died ten days after we got the kittens, but she was sick before we got them. I kind of knew she wasnt long for the world when we got the kittens.

And if youre other cat is feeling the lost and a new friend would help her out, go for it. Youre not replacing your baby. Youre just trying to find a friend for your other cat and to fill the void. No shame in that, if you ask me.

siara79 June 18 2008, 15:26:11 UTC

I think most people understand. I hate that we're looking immediately, but I need that void filled - and so does Andrew, and the Ho.

The visit to the shelter last night was therapeutic, even though no one in particular jumped out at us. There was one who has really stuck in my mind but he's very shy and wouldn't even let me touch him - it makes me wish I could have three cats, because I gladly would've taken that gorgeous monster in.

As it is, I may still go back and see if I can get him used to me, to see what his real personality is like. He's a MC mix, also, but he's bigger than Azzy was even.

sourblaze June 19 2008, 11:45:40 UTC

Too bad you couldn't have the cat that ended up on my doorstep. Very playful. But he was so young he didn't even know how to drink water from a bowl yet, so I had to give him away to a student studying to be a vet major.

hermionegsnape April 27 2009, 22:54:31 UTC

Not related At All:
I thought I'd friend you b/c we both seem to be big cat lovers & have some common interests
-Emily