So. I'm vulnerable.

[shymagical]

But I don't have to take it anymore. If having such a relationship means I cry more...than it's obviously not the right thing for me. At least right not now. And that hurts. But that's okay. A person can only go forward, after all. I'm not one to stumble on nothing. I'll just retrace my steps and try a different path. This blockade of clingyness is

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[awkward_as_heck]

Good luck, even half decent men are hard to find

[shymagical]

Ahaha. I don't even know where to start ^.^;;

[missingkitsune]

i can understand the whole mixed feelings thing. it would be nice to have a confidant but to actually take that chance is a frightening experience. you just don't want to hurt any more. i know.

boyfriend? well maybe. i just flat out gave up a long time ago. and too old to change now. ^.^;

[shymagical]

Well, I don't think a person needs a man/woman to be happy. I'd like to believe a person can be happy by themselves.

I just wonder if I should try new things. I've never actually had a date with someone by ourselves.

[cheydancer]

I have no sage advice, not willing to cross that trust threshold with people outside of the net and my children at this point so all I can offer are hugs and prayers. *heart*

[shymagical]

That people actually respond to my "emo" posts is more than enough kindness, I assure.