*satisfied at this point ( Read more... )

flow sweetly hang heavy
you suddenly complete me
you suddenly complete me
flow sweetly hang heavy
you suddenly complete me
you suddenly complete me

: ) it's nearly christmas.

i'm happy.

i dont know where im going but ive got great friends and ive got dave and ive got my family.

it's going to be ok.

x

- lack of productivity ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't breathe.

i feel like ive done something wrong. that i somehow listened to someone along the way that i shouldnt have. and that i am now paying for it.

but maybe that's jumping the gun. i just feel like ive compromised myself. and i hate that feeling.

it's genuinely horrible. : (

: (

tears.

x

we drove in silence, and all that time you thought i was sad i was trying to remember ur name ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i was brave, i wish i was stronger

lets start over, coz i feel so mad, i feel so angry, i feel so careless, so lost confused, i feel so cheap, so used and

lets start over.

thank you.

thank you for the email. for explaining your not writing. for noticing my offer of friendship and for accepting it in your own way.

again i trust again that this is how it should be.

lots of love always.

and happy birthday for this week, whenever it is.

always, nis. x

dear amar ( Read more... )

it upset me tonight when my family had tacos without me. this upsets me. why does this upset me? because i love tacos. they make me happy and also it was like everyone had my dinner without me ( Read more... )

a confusing state ( Read more... )