Rough year

[shortyneisius]

It has been an EXTREMELY tough year for me, to say the least. Nothing to do with school or work, but all an emotional roller coaster in the relationship department. My boyfriend has been through even more then I have. Right now, I don't know how I feel other then I can't take this pain, it's killing me and sometimes I feel like we have no emotional

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[diepunyhuman]

On a positive note, less than two days 'til the both of you go to Georgia together. The time away will be good, I think. :)

[shortyneisius]

Man I hope so. When I came home last night and found out he had been crying again last night, more about then about me or us, I lost it. This morning after talking with someone who has only seen a fraction of this but heard it all, she everything I had saying to myself for the past year, and it's all true. Anyone that knows us, knows it's true too.

I'm just hoping that this will not be a depressing trip. I've made my stance and will stick by it, and with what he said this morning I hope he can do the same thing and not go back to her like he's done numberous times already. I just know I won't be lulled into thinking everything is ok again, and lulled into letting her back in our lives should he choose to get rid of her and stay with me. God I can't start crying again before I have to go to work. Call me later.

[sd_nekojin]

Awww... I thought we had sovled this. =(
When are you free? Can I buy you an ice cream sundae or a steak? (What's your comfort food?)
UPS says your Xmas present wont be here in time to get to you before you leave, but I have a few bits to tide you over until then.