Everything will change...

[shoemucker]

Somewhere, somehow, on the road to now, I've changed. Whether that's good or bad is something for the future to reveal.

I've gone on a journey of a million emotional miles: from Point A, where I was plagued by pain and sadness, to Point B, where happiness, self-discovery, and fulfillment proved to be my silver lining.

I've foregone the obligatory

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[quinnzap]

Things will be okay, Donna. Just let go: things will fall into place as they should. Your happiness and well-being included. :)

[shoemucker]

I know. :) Thanks, Dante!

[opts]

But if there's anything good that resulted from this overthinking, I now know why I run myself ragged; why I keep myself occupied almost 24/7. It's because I'm afraid to be alone with my thoughts. Because when my thoughts run loose, they go off in a thousand different directions at once that it's nearly impossible to rein them in. I get like this during the weekend, when I suddenly find myself with idle time. Instead of using this time doing the things that would bring me enjoyment, I brood. See, I'm f*cked up like that.

Nah, you're actually pretty normal that way. But I'm surprised you didn't know the reason in the first place.

[shoemucker]

It's difficult to get a good perspective when you're _in_ the situation. Only when you're out of it do you get the clarity of 20/20 hindsight.