This is the night before my speech tomorrow. The one I've written and needed to memorize before tomorrow. I've only memorized half. I know that I'm ill-prepared but I had a lot more going on than just the speech. Pretty sure everyone has so I don't think anyone can fault me for not really memorizing it. Tonight though, I dressed up in the clothes ( Read more... )

 I feel horrid today.

I don't know why; I just do. I feel like going out and picking a fight. I feel like punching a hole into my monitor; this slightly worries me because although I've never been one to give in to my urges, I have to question why I would deliberately destroy something that means a lot to me.

I felt better earlier, when I was wearing ( Read more... )