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[shmivv]

The judge let me off, and I get to keep my licence. Had I written this post an hour ago I would've been typing in all caps and acting completely ecsatic. But I've had time to adjust to the situation. The bad news is that I have to stay on my P's for three years, and I'm back to my P1 status which means I have to put my P plates on my car again

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[hezzabeth]

Viv it's not you, you are NOT loser remember I went through this phase when I was yoru age? working in a shitty call centre with an abusive brother? today I passed my prac and I feel amazing knowing my future is secure. That I'm now going to be able to get work no matter what and it's soemthing I;m good at. Maybe you need to do the same? think about an industry with stable employment where you can use your talents?

[bloodmoonrising]

Shit, I'm 2 years older than you & I haven't even got my L's yet! Still live with my parents, work a 7-4 only to keep myself stocked in music/video games so I don't have to think about the fact that I'm not actually doing anything worthwhile.
Point is, you're not a looser. You're just in a bad place right now, not just physically/location wise, but like, everything else ties to everything else as far as changing things go. Employment, education, income; where you are & where you'd like to be are separated primarily by a set of shitty circumstances, not a lack of capability on your part.