and so it is~ just like you said it would be~ life goes easy on me~ most of the time

[shmaliaitup]

Trust is such a huge deal. I cannot even trust myself sometimes. I wish I weren't so judgemental sometimes. Not judgemental in the way that a lot of people think (materialistic, societal, unimportant matters), but judgemental in the fact that I expect so much out of people. Time and time again, I revert back to my realizations that people are

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[musicianbabe]

I'll be honest, I scrolled down and told myself that i would read this later because i was tired but then i read the last few lines and went back up and read the whole thing.

words..cannot describe alia. you are just So..amazing. so beautiful.

[_fortissimo]

i'll second that

[pinkflirt3]

thrice!! <3

[shmaliaitup]

aww thanks so much jen :) good luck at UF!

[anonymous]

salam is the sister that you never were to all of us and truth be told I don't need you, my life isn't your business, and it's funny of you to speak of self control when I know what you have been doing. From now on stop writing about me in your livejournal, I've burned that bridge. Just because "mom" is the only one pathetic enough to crawl back to you every time doesn't mean that you are a good person. She is just that blind to think you are. Quit acting like a victim and stop thinking that my life or any of the other kids are terrible without you. Salam Moussa and Zeina are the best siblings I could ever have and now that you are gone I finally see that all you did was hold all of us back.

Oh and by the way, instead of trying to kiss our asses with your stupid entries in your livejournal you should think of the one man who you never deserved and that you hurt the most.

P.S. I've never met anyone more fake.

[evilcowseatppl]

wow.. ouch