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[shinygobonkers]

So I took forever calling back the dental clinic student i'm assigned to because of phone anxiety and not being able to deal with shit and now she's not returning any calls for like a week and i'm thinking its either some kind of 'early spring break poor communication' type situation, or they decided that meant i didn't want to be a patient anymore

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[spyral_path]

I've heard that self-blame and self-hatred is a defense mechanism before. It might have been in group therapy or a support group.

Me, I believe in cold, hard chance, which makes the world seem a lot more horrible (because there is no justice and I'd really like there to be) but makes it easier for me to not blame myself for anything.