Fair.

Throwing flour into my face is not a good thing to do.

Valentines day. Heh.

My vacation starts tommorrow. I'm going to go take a break from life. Clear my head. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I'm just going to find someplace quiet to think. Reno...Cloud... I'm sorry. I'll talk to you both when I clear my head.

It happened. I shouldn't have done it. I don't know what came over me. This damn shit in the air...makes you give into things you shouldn't. That's the only answer I have.

If you hate me, I wouldn't blame you.

I went out quote unquote Christmas shopping. However, I didn't bother giving them out as of yet. Perhaps I will do that sometime later today. Since work is closed as well. It's a shame that I have nothing to do for the rest of the week.

I had a sneezing fit last night. Heh.

I do believe I am done trying, though. I tried being noce. I tried being honest. I tried being blunt. Nothing seems to work, so why should I try being anything.

Reno, you should listen next time. Honestly.

Aerith. We need to talk once you get a chance.

Reno's theory about being dead is starting to look more and more like reality. I remember cleary dying, or at least the moments before my "death ( Read more... )

Strife has some serious nerve.

Meh. So Zack is here now. I for one, find it rather fitting. I must say that he had a rather unfortunate demise. It shouldn't have gone that way.

If I could have done more...

Meh, why even think about it.

I'm questioning myself and others currently. I wonder if I'm reading into things too deeply, or perhaps I am to blame for other things.

Are the sins of a father inherited by their children....I really question it. I suppose I can see where people are coming from. I didn't try to change things, but I didn't have much time to move on from that.

Work. Is. Obnoxious. Yes, it's something I'm skilled at. But, the amount of stupid that I am surrounded with is beyond annoying. I only wish that I could get away from them all for a week or a month. A vacation....that's what I need. Perhaps I should go to Takarazuka for the weekend... I heard that it's nice.