Forever and a Day #8
FOREVER AND A DAY #8
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Self Image (handong)
[shindong's POV]
Siwon once said that there was no one kinder than you. I didn’t believe it back then. I thought it was just love talking. A lot of people love you, I can see it in their eyes or the way they act, but not me. I know I would if you were a girl, but that was not something that can be changed. But you taught me love. It’s hard to get other people to love you, but what you did to me is even harder. You made me love myself. Despite my own cheerfulness, I had never loved myself. I was too fat, too ugly, too dull against you all. But you made me see that I was special, beautiful in my own way. And that is more special than anything.
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Shatter (hanchul)
{heechul's POV]
You belonged to me, I have always known that. I was your hyung and your best friend and your princess. Sure, you were friends with Siwon, Kibum, Kyuhyun, Donghae and a bunch of the others, but I was the one you liked the most. I have always been confident of this. I was so sure that I ignored all the signs. Then I see you wearing Siwon’s ring and holding his hand and all my beliefs and confidence are shattered just like that. Into a million irreparable pieces.
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Umbrella (Shihan)
[hankyung's POV]
You don’t really remember when it became your thing, that special something which meant nothing to everyone else, but everything to the two of you. Maybe it was the first time you two met outside SM, and you both had the same yellow umbrella. Or maybe it was when he had passed you practicing late and handed you his, telling you he had another, only you saw he had a sniffle the next day. Or maybe the time you two took those photos with that black umbrella. Or the time you two kissed in the spring rain on a bridge in Beijing. Perhaps it was all of it, or none, but umbrellas made you think of Siwon and that itself made it special enough.
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Calendar (one sided!Qmi/kyuhan)
[zhoumi's POV]
I came across it completely by accident, just cleaning the room when I saw your calendar planner open on the desk. I wasn’t going to read it, until I saw my birthday written in. For some reason, I turned to February. I knew you were a forgetful person and you wrote down everything important. I smile; February 9th was blank. It was only after I watch you press a gentle kiss to his cheek and mutter “Han geng, sheng ri kuai le*. saranghae”, that I realise you only need to write down things you think you’re going to forget.
*sheng ri kuai le is chinese for happy birthday
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Self Image (handong)
[shindong's POV]
Siwon once said that there was no one kinder than you. I didn’t believe it back then. I thought it was just love talking. A lot of people love you, I can see it in their eyes or the way they act, but not me. I know I would if you were a girl, but that was not something that can be changed. But you taught me love. It’s hard to get other people to love you, but what you did to me is even harder. You made me love myself. Despite my own cheerfulness, I had never loved myself. I was too fat, too ugly, too dull against you all. But you made me see that I was special, beautiful in my own way. And that is more special than anything.
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Shatter (hanchul)
{heechul's POV]
You belonged to me, I have always known that. I was your hyung and your best friend and your princess. Sure, you were friends with Siwon, Kibum, Kyuhyun, Donghae and a bunch of the others, but I was the one you liked the most. I have always been confident of this. I was so sure that I ignored all the signs. Then I see you wearing Siwon’s ring and holding his hand and all my beliefs and confidence are shattered just like that. Into a million irreparable pieces.
~
Umbrella (Shihan)
[hankyung's POV]
You don’t really remember when it became your thing, that special something which meant nothing to everyone else, but everything to the two of you. Maybe it was the first time you two met outside SM, and you both had the same yellow umbrella. Or maybe it was when he had passed you practicing late and handed you his, telling you he had another, only you saw he had a sniffle the next day. Or maybe the time you two took those photos with that black umbrella. Or the time you two kissed in the spring rain on a bridge in Beijing. Perhaps it was all of it, or none, but umbrellas made you think of Siwon and that itself made it special enough.
~
Calendar (one sided!Qmi/kyuhan)
[zhoumi's POV]
I came across it completely by accident, just cleaning the room when I saw your calendar planner open on the desk. I wasn’t going to read it, until I saw my birthday written in. For some reason, I turned to February. I knew you were a forgetful person and you wrote down everything important. I smile; February 9th was blank. It was only after I watch you press a gentle kiss to his cheek and mutter “Han geng, sheng ri kuai le*. saranghae”, that I realise you only need to write down things you think you’re going to forget.
*sheng ri kuai le is chinese for happy birthday