SECRET
SECRET
He stood next to you, calm and smiling. You mimick him, radiating charm and calm, all the while feeling flushed inside.
You lean in again-you’ve lost count of how many times it has been already- to ask him another question or mutter something softly in his ear.
You feel guilty as you spare a glance at Leeteuk sitting besides him, looking lost and small. He was the leader of Super Junior and by all means should be sitting next to you in the middle. But you had insisted He sit next to you. Then you feel like a complete ass as you think Hankyung looks so much more like a leader.
The cameras are too hungry, snapping constantly, you think they’ll capture the hidden emotions in your eyes. Yet at the same time you want them to capture every smile you two exchange, every moment as you lean in to whisper in his ear, every action as he touches your arm. That way you have something to prove that you were here together. A memorabilia to treasure when you’re alone.
As you guys pose for photos, you know you two look good together, hot, handsome, confident. You can’t help but feel happy, because you know the fans are going to write elaborative stories about you two, and you can pretend it’s all real.
You lean in closer, and he responds automatically. You feel bad because you know he is just being friendly, that he doesn’t know how you feel. But you just shift that bit closer.
You know you should be more careful. You’re being too reckless. But you can’t stop because it is so painfully rare that you two are together at all.
He will put this down in his memories as nothing more than an event he attended. He will go back to his family, to the sides of Heechul or Kyuhyun, to Siwon’s arms. Just like you must return to Jaejoong or Junsu.
To him you’re just the respectable leader of DBSK, the talented dancing companion, the good friend that shares the joys and restrictions of the spotlight, the brother who worked through all the hardships with him. Nothing more, nothing less.
To you he is all of that and more. He is the shining star who stands out even though you are surrounded by beautiful people. He is the one who touched you with his pain, amazed you with his strength and determination, melted you heart with his smile and beautiful dances. He is the one who you want to hold, to be with, to treasure as your own. To love.
He is your secret.
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He stood next to you, calm and smiling. You mimick him, radiating charm and calm, all the while feeling flushed inside.
You lean in again-you’ve lost count of how many times it has been already- to ask him another question or mutter something softly in his ear.
You feel guilty as you spare a glance at Leeteuk sitting besides him, looking lost and small. He was the leader of Super Junior and by all means should be sitting next to you in the middle. But you had insisted He sit next to you. Then you feel like a complete ass as you think Hankyung looks so much more like a leader.
The cameras are too hungry, snapping constantly, you think they’ll capture the hidden emotions in your eyes. Yet at the same time you want them to capture every smile you two exchange, every moment as you lean in to whisper in his ear, every action as he touches your arm. That way you have something to prove that you were here together. A memorabilia to treasure when you’re alone.
As you guys pose for photos, you know you two look good together, hot, handsome, confident. You can’t help but feel happy, because you know the fans are going to write elaborative stories about you two, and you can pretend it’s all real.
You lean in closer, and he responds automatically. You feel bad because you know he is just being friendly, that he doesn’t know how you feel. But you just shift that bit closer.
You know you should be more careful. You’re being too reckless. But you can’t stop because it is so painfully rare that you two are together at all.
He will put this down in his memories as nothing more than an event he attended. He will go back to his family, to the sides of Heechul or Kyuhyun, to Siwon’s arms. Just like you must return to Jaejoong or Junsu.
To him you’re just the respectable leader of DBSK, the talented dancing companion, the good friend that shares the joys and restrictions of the spotlight, the brother who worked through all the hardships with him. Nothing more, nothing less.
To you he is all of that and more. He is the shining star who stands out even though you are surrounded by beautiful people. He is the one who touched you with his pain, amazed you with his strength and determination, melted you heart with his smile and beautiful dances. He is the one who you want to hold, to be with, to treasure as your own. To love.
He is your secret.
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