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[shihadchick]

Am not sure what species of 'pathetic' it makes me that I actually got light-headed this afternoon at work with the extreme overreaction to what I was reading. Possibly hormones may be involved as well, I guess, but... mrrh. Book got very upsetting and I had to go back to work with 16 pages of it left and all cliffhangery and just... mrrh. *

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[stateless]

*blink* um. so, does that not happen to other people? (the lightheaded thing.) heh. i'll get it mainly from music, but sometimes from books too.

[shihadchick]

oh, no, i do get it all the time. (especially with books, actually) just... normally not when i'm supposed to be working. and especially since, really, there wasn't all that much happening in the book to make me react, on the surface at least. mostly i was a bit "..." over how long it lasted because, seriously, at least four-five hours. normally i end up forcing myself to shake it off, esp when i have stuff i Have To Do but it would not shift.

[shihadchick]

small clarification because work ate my brain for remembering what i MEANT to say: nine times out of ten when i say "head go splodey" that's actually the feeling i mean. it's not normally so persistance outside of the stimulus, though.

also, just realised my last text was like 3 parts, sorry!

[shihadchick]

okay, so, last comment back to you (honestly, i SWEAR) on this now that i'm home and have a smidge more time. mostly just i've been going around this all day and driving myself crazy and you've - inadvertently or whatever - totally done the thing you do, and Lissie and a few others besides where you put me in a position/headspace to see something i hadn't really thought about in a certain way and so, yannow, what wit the over-analysing myself to pieces everything which is probably very unimportant in the long run scheme of things; i really wish i'd phrased that better. it was unworthily put and just... dumb. apparently i forget sometimes i know you guys and trust you guys and don't actually have to frame things negatively that the vast majority of you will understand or empathise with anyway. aaaaaaaaand i feel stupid. and way overinvolved. um. sorry?

anyway, in conclusion: thank you and much much love and hope all is well there.