[[ full moon -014-]] [written]

[shieldinside]

... does anyone want to talk who is still awake?

[Aegis is posting this fairly late at night, around midnight or later. She has decided written is best as not to wake others up. However the housemates are perfectly welcome to do an action tag if they'd like.

You'll find her laying on the couch with the journal.]

Comments

[faizedout]

Is something the matter?

[faizedout]

Not necessarily. It is a method used for relaxing, which may be able to help you sleep.

[shieldinside]

...perhaps I am not understanding the conditions of "relaxing" then... I'm sorry.

[faizedout]

It's alright. I've never been particularly good at relaxing, either.

[shieldinside]

It's frustrating... there's so much I still don't understand that I think I should.

[faizedout]

The concepts might seem strange to you at first, but I think with time, you'll be able to understand them.

[shieldinside]

Perhaps.

[faizedout]

These are things that you weren't designed to understand, but I theorize that if you are developing otherwise human qualities, these things may not be out of reach.

Do you want to be more human?

[shieldinside]

...wanting and being capable of it are two different things.

[faizedout]

They are, but it is up to you to decide how human you are.

[shieldinside]

I'll never be fully human.