im laying in bed.
i got out of class today at 10 &
i called chris over cause i was creeped
out at something in my house.
after he checked it out, he knocked out.
so im here in bed as he sleeps away loll.

i have a ton of stuff to do and i dont wanna do it
or find the time to.

In Buddhism, Pride is seen as illogical as no one person or thing can be better or worse than something or someone else.

i love when i go to sleep and youre the last
one i see at night. i love when i just happen to open
my eyes and youre the first person i see in the morning
and you whisper "youre gorgeous" to me.
I MELT.

i feel like we are revolving around the same conversation
over and over. i just want to feel better. it seems
too hard to relate and i dont understand why. its
so hard for me to express myself, i hate feeling
vulnerable.

and you
just stop.

This Spring Break came and went fast.
I had much fun with everyone.

In the middle of the week, i had an
epiphany, srsly. Im so luck to have
him in my life. He believes in me so
much. Hes all i could ever ask for
and more. Im his.

i need strength.

idk what to do with you.

idk why i feel this way ( Read more... )

with my week of tests and i couldnt be more excited! Im so glad its over and that spring break has arrived for me ( Read more... )

theres so many things i would like to let out ( Read more... )

sometimes i really dont understand you.
i wanna be so much better than what i am now.
dont get me wrong, i love where i am and whom im with
in this stage in my life. I just wanna be more.

hard work pays off?