Hey! Don't worry! I, personally, can say that I understand you. I know what it's like to be depressed, and I know what it feels like to cut, because I can honestly say that the last time I did it was two weeks ago, I still have the scars and I'm worried about when they'll fade because I'll feel the need to do it again. I also know what it's like to be second best always, I'm just a "typical" depressed teenager who is only trying to call attention to herself, or at least that what I seem to be. I know how it feels to not be able to go just one day without thinking about suicide and how everything would be better if I just died but never having the guts to actually do it. I know and I understand and I'm not just trying to feel better about myself or have pity of you because I know how awful it feels when people try to feel better at your expense, but if you ever need someone, a friend, even if it's just online, I'm here, ok? Maybe we can help each other, I'm not promising that everything will be okay, because to me that kind of promises
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Thank you so much. I guess we're one in the same then, because you literally have said what I am unable to put into words. Thank you. I'm grateful to have someone like you to talk to.
Thank you! Im serious, just talk to me and I'll help as much as I can. By the way, I just read your Jalex fic and it's great, you have some talent, specially since it's set in another time period, and I just can help but identify with Alex, and all his anxiety, and the way he just keeps his feelings to himself, because that just what I do, keep a brave face so no one sees you're crumbling inside, anyway, I loved it and I'm hoping you'll update it soon
hey c: ok so I really really really wanna tell you that I know how you feel - I'm terrible at talking to people let alone Im p much failing school and my family does the exact same thing with insulting me about my weight or comparing me to my sister and constantly sayin how stupid I am I know how you feel really, the last time I self harmed was in December and i felt so awful afterwards. I know how it feels to think about suicide all the day, I do it every day too and bands are pretty much the only reason I'm still on this earth. I guess I just really want you to know that you're not alone and I understand how you're feeling, if you ever need to talk to someone about anything, anytime, then just message me on here on my tumblr!!! stay strong xx
The thing is...I don't feel awful after I self-harm. It's just normal for me; that's how much I do it. And it sucks that no one cares enough to ask why my arm is covered in scars. Thank you thank you and I'll try x
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By the way, I just read your Jalex fic and it's great, you have some talent, specially since it's set in another time period, and I just can help but identify with Alex, and all his anxiety, and the way he just keeps his feelings to himself, because that just what I do, keep a brave face so no one sees you're crumbling inside, anyway, I loved it and I'm hoping you'll update it soon
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I tried to make Alex a relatable character ^^
I will I will :)
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ok so I really really really wanna tell you that I know how you feel - I'm terrible at talking to people let alone Im p much failing school and my family does the exact same thing with insulting me about my weight or comparing me to my sister and constantly sayin how stupid I am
I know how you feel really, the last time I self harmed was in December and i felt so awful afterwards. I know how it feels to think about suicide all the day, I do it every day too and bands are pretty much the only reason I'm still on this earth.
I guess I just really want you to know that you're not alone and I understand how you're feeling, if you ever need to talk to someone about anything, anytime, then just message me on here on my tumblr!!!
stay strong xx
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And it sucks that no one cares enough to ask why my arm is covered in scars.
Thank you thank you and I'll try x
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