I used to be ashamed of this, but then I discovered no one is a freak because there's always someone on the internet with the same fetish as you. That being said, I have a crying fetish: dacryphilia, if you want to get Sherlock-ian about it.
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John has a crying fetish. When Sherlock makes himself fake cry after they find Ian Monkford's car, John is aroused but too ashamed to say anything. Sherlock being Sherlock of course notices and gets him to confess. Sherlock, ever-fascinated by reactions, then makes himself fake cry at random (and inappropriate?) times to see how John will react. This ends up leading to sex, of course.
A bonus if John starts to wonder what Sherlock thinks about to make himself cry. He may or may not tell him.
Can this be? I have searched long and hard across the lands of the Internet, and have resigned myself to being Forever Alone, but at last. At last! Another who shares to kink of crying. And bearing the gift of a name for it as well!
It's like coming home. I shall try my best to make time, my dear Anon, to fill this wonderous prompt.
Re: OP HERE.
anonymous
December 29 2010, 07:04:40 UTC
I MAY HAVE READ THAT DOZENS OF TIMES.
I have yet to write for this fandom and it's going to be horrible and full of Americanisms but my newfound, stalkerish love for you, oh Anon, is enough to make me buck up and try, damnit. Give me a day or two, I'll try not to disappoint.
FILL (1/?) Crying
anonymous
January 8 2011, 16:31:13 UTC
It should be offensive, really, the way Sherlock turns on the tears. But Ian Monkford’s wife is a criminal, and John’s not feeling particularly sympathetic toward her. Because he’s feeling something else.
It doesn’t happen every time he sees someone cry. If the person’s in pain, or devastated by loss, John’s reactions are normal - he wants to help.
But sometimes… Sometimes he gets off on the crying.
I will overcome this. Mind over matter, he thinks. But it’s too late. His willpower is gone.
“You’re aroused,” Sherlock says, in that cool voice of his.
John sputters. Sherlock’s expression is amused, like he’s not referring to John’s erection.
Obviously, this is not the first humiliating thing Sherlock has said to him. But it’s the first time John’s desire has been the subject of one of Sherlock’s deductions
( ... )
Re: FILL (2/?) Crying
anonymous
January 8 2011, 19:52:12 UTC
John is speechless. Sherlock is doing this for him? Indulging him? Did Sherlock ever indulge people? And they’ve been working together all this time, and John had no idea that Sherlock was interested? And what exactly is he interested in? Sex? A relationship? John has trouble even contemplating that one
( ... )
Re: FILL (2/?) Crying
anonymous
January 8 2011, 20:12:01 UTC
*anon from above*
UNF. OMG UNF. Hang on, give me a second to get coherent again... Nope. Just UNF.
I don't even HAVE a crying kink, but I think you just gave me one. On the other hand, I have a ridiculously huge and hugely ridiculous kink for John coming in his trousers, so that was good. :D And of course, Sherlock would be all calm and collected afterwards while John's completely "WTF just happened?" :D Is there more? I would like there to be more. *greedy anon is greedy*
PS: Mycroft says "declared dancearr". This is nothing to do with your fic, just thought you might like to know he's gone all piratey on us. :)
OP here for a perfect three.
anonymous
January 9 2011, 17:44:16 UTC
Oh God, this was just, so lovely, and sublime, and...PERFECT. You hit on all the reasons this is a kink for me, MY KINDRED SOUL. Including understanding that it has nothing to do with wanting to watch people suffer (I think it's very easy to get the wrong idea that dacryphiliacs are sadists, when in fact, any actual pain is a turn-off).
Poor John, trying to recondition himself. I remember that shame before I just decided 'hey, I'm a freak, I might as well embrace it.' Though like most fetishes, it's not like I have to walk down the street telling random people once I accept it (though that would be hilarious). The internet made me realize if something exists, someone somewhere is masturbating over it, so you're never really alone. :D
ALL THE TEARS WITH NONE OF THE SUFFERING. I need a Sherlock in my life.
Re: FILL (3/?) Crying
anonymous
January 9 2011, 19:40:57 UTC
It keeps happening. In fact, after their encounter with Moriarty, it becomes more frequent. Usually about once a week, John will look up from the newspaper, or walk out of his room, or step inside the flat, and Sherlock will start crying. It’s always the same: slow build-up of tears, red eyes, flushed cheeks, damp skin
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John has a crying fetish. When Sherlock makes himself fake cry after they find Ian Monkford's car, John is aroused but too ashamed to say anything. Sherlock being Sherlock of course notices and gets him to confess. Sherlock, ever-fascinated by reactions, then makes himself fake cry at random (and inappropriate?) times to see how John will react. This ends up leading to sex, of course.
A bonus if John starts to wonder what Sherlock thinks about to make himself cry. He may or may not tell him.
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*ahem* Let me just get a hold of myself for a moment here.
(that's what he said, ha!)
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It's like coming home. I shall try my best to make time, my dear Anon, to fill this wonderous prompt.
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I found ONE crying fic in the kinkmeme already, but it doesn't really fit the above specifications.
http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/3114.html?thread=9157162#t9157162
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I have yet to write for this fandom and it's going to be horrible and full of Americanisms but my newfound, stalkerish love for you, oh Anon, is enough to make me buck up and try, damnit. Give me a day or two, I'll try not to disappoint.
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I've filled a prompt and I'm American, and no one called me out on anything, so I must have done okay! I had to look up a few things, though.
Stalkerish, anonymous, crying fetish love: IT'S AMAZING!
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It doesn’t happen every time he sees someone cry. If the person’s in pain, or devastated by loss, John’s reactions are normal - he wants to help.
But sometimes… Sometimes he gets off on the crying.
I will overcome this. Mind over matter, he thinks. But it’s too late. His willpower is gone.
“You’re aroused,” Sherlock says, in that cool voice of his.
John sputters. Sherlock’s expression is amused, like he’s not referring to John’s erection.
Obviously, this is not the first humiliating thing Sherlock has said to him. But it’s the first time John’s desire has been the subject of one of Sherlock’s deductions ( ... )
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UNF. OMG UNF. Hang on, give me a second to get coherent again... Nope. Just UNF.
I don't even HAVE a crying kink, but I think you just gave me one. On the other hand, I have a ridiculously huge and hugely ridiculous kink for John coming in his trousers, so that was good. :D And of course, Sherlock would be all calm and collected afterwards while John's completely "WTF just happened?" :D Is there more? I would like there to be more. *greedy anon is greedy*
PS: Mycroft says "declared dancearr". This is nothing to do with your fic, just thought you might like to know he's gone all piratey on us. :)
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Poor John, trying to recondition himself. I remember that shame before I just decided 'hey, I'm a freak, I might as well embrace it.' Though like most fetishes, it's not like I have to walk down the street telling random people once I accept it (though that would be hilarious). The internet made me realize if something exists, someone somewhere is masturbating over it, so you're never really alone. :D
ALL THE TEARS WITH NONE OF THE SUFFERING. I need a Sherlock in my life.
Sigh. Thank you.
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