went to court this morning all the way in motherfucking vista and got an extension and my fine cut from $368 down to $160 all on account of me ruling so much. so i supose it was worth it ( Read more... )

i'm getting outta here.

i feel like making love.

and i am not going to rehab today cos i dont have a ride.
so i will spend that time looking for cheap apartments and lowincome housing around here.
i'm not going to count on anyone. not teddy or anyone to live with me. it never works out when i try to rely on people that way. i'll look for a roomate when i find a place to

after saying goodnight at 5am to my favorite boy ever whos birthday it is today, i decided not to sleep and made my house a great big breakfast and i feel like... love. *sigh*

teddy asked me to live him.

i can't move back to oceanside. ive tried to find ways but it really cant work. its too expensive. i only make about $800 a month.
its cheaper to live in riverside county.

my little heart has a hole in it in the shape of a 40.

if i wasnt gonna be 18 in 3 months, id say "maaan, i think i'll be grounded 4lyfe!" except i can only say "maaan, i think i'll be grounded for the next 3 months"
i am now short 1 pipe. well fuck ya'll. i have another one.

whoever thought of group therapy is an asshole.

i broke the rules.
im drunk.
*yes*

p.s. he came over to see ME with his friend and i smoked them out. so they gave me <3BEER<3
found out he's had 1 other gf. he dumped her good.
so i had to lie about all the tons of boys i date.

i have changed the look of my journal.
just in case you wondered...or something..