ok so after all the drama I went through with my ex MOH I get a email from my littlest sister saying and I quote "shay i really dont think that i will be able to make it to your wedding. Mom and dad do not trust zoe enough to let me go with her, and i have no other way down there. I am very sorry i will not be able to see you get married but the ( Read more... )

It's late at night and i can't sleep because I was hard on Rob today and now I am sad. I love him so much. I realize how lucky I am. There are so many girls who wish they had what I have. I am so in love with him it hurts. I love my baby.

This is what I have done so far

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I recently found some other gunne sax dresses oline that were very similar to my bridal gown and realized that i had been wearing it too low. The bodice wasnt high enough. So I fixed it and now it looks even more beautiful on me. My order for tulle came through and it should get here any day now as should our invites. I am so excited. I get to ( Read more... )

ok so Before I left for work I went to feed our cats and realized their was no dry cat food so i dug a can of wet out of the cupboard and poured it into their bowls, but I left the can on the floor so they could lick it clean...(if I dont they usually will dig it out of the garbage anyhow)so when I came home they had taken the now clean can and ( Read more... )

i really do have it all ( Read more... )

I finished my dress!!!! but more about that in a minute ( Read more... )

I got to go to the mall last night with my friend Nicole. Her me and Rob went random wedding shopping. We got tons done. I was so happy. It was awesome to be able to hang with someone who acted excited about the wedding. I even was able to find the perfect bridal shoes. They are tiny white strappy sandles and they look amazing on me. Perfect for my ( Read more... )

I have been thinking over the past years of my life and how much I have changed and I was rereading my verse Psalm 142. I believe it is as true today though as it was when I first found it. Here it is incase anyone is interested ( Read more... )

Rob is in the kitchen making me breakfast in bed.... and there is a huge bouguet of pink carnations next to me on the nightstand... what a way to start the day..... :) :) :) ( by the way he got me carnations because I love them more then roses.. not because he couldn't get me roses.)