I seem to have a regret.

After me saying I never have regrets and what not.. I have a regret, and now I am heartbroken

I don't really know why, but the past few nights I have been thinking about some things from my past. I don't regret anything, but I do have a lot of 'what ifs ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is what I am thinking.. Kind of ( Read more... )

I think I made a mistake, and it may be too late to find out and it may be too late to do anything about it...

*Edit: Maybe not...

 I think I have only one passion in life, I have yet to find anything else. My one passion is music.  No I don't perform music in anyway but I don't have to ( Read more... )

*NOTE: I wrote this as it came to me, this entry my not flow together well...

For those of you that REALLY know me, you know I don't like to talk about me. I don't like to talk about my "sex life" or anything on the subject of sex. I also don't talk to my parents (esp. my mom) about much. I don't really know why, it's just how I am, how I have been ( Read more... )

I don't know what I am going to do.... I know what I want to do, but when and how are left unanswered.

     The past few nights when I go to bed I start to think about what is going on with my life. One of the things that I think about is "confronting" my mom.  I would think about how I would do it, what I'd say, how the conversation would go how my mom or I would act, etc. Then I start to cry. It's not because I don't like the possible outcome, but ( Read more... )

Dear Mom ( Read more... )

I have way too many issues....
....But I don't know what they are.