Let's see. So how about a real update, eh? That one was kind of a joke, well, I mean it was real. But it stemmed off a conversation we had about lj the other day. The rest of my life goes as follows ( Read more... )

 Well, let's see. I was asked to write about yesterday, so that I shall do. I had an oncall and was convinced I would be needed, so it was a total shock to both Nick and I when they said I could have the day off. Puzzled, we had no idea what to do with ourselves, considering we weren't supposed to be together for the next 5 hours. He had received ( Read more... )

I feel so sick. I hate my brain. I hate myself. I don't know. The mice are running above my head. I'm laying in bed alone, exhausted. I'm so afraid of the future. I have been hurt so many times by the person I love. Who loves me. When is it too much? Nothing happened recently. I just am afraid to let him back in, so close. It's so fucking scary. ( Read more... )

I forgot two things!

1) I somehow learned to tie a tie tonight, and am still wearing it now...it's Teds.
2) Only 4 days after tickets went on sale to the public, Wilco is sold out. Damn.

I'm sitting here in Nick's bed, Scrubs just ended. I was going to update, but I can't remember what about?? Ughh well, we moved him back home today. I got quite a bit envious as I sat in the Malawi chair and looked around. This room looks so lived in, and he can hang things on the walls! Just, I wish I could do that. I've been prepared, boxes ( Read more... )

Well, here I am, bored out of my MIND. We are at my house right now, actually in bed. Nick is passed out and I cannot sleep for the life of me. I was exhausted, but Carolina texted me....and she was talking about food....and now I'm really hungry. Ahhhhh, not to mention I bought a coffee at 4:15. I was only 45 miles away from Newton, half asleep in ( Read more... )

I got my finger zapped, four shots, and two tubes of blood taken. Ahhhh. I proceeded to my "interview" to find an empty building, wrong numbers, and a dead cellphone. I came home to be put on hold by Student Account Services at HCC for 20 minutes. I hung up, only I can't get back through. Whattttttttt is going onnnnnnnn? I'm not upset or anything, ( Read more... )

FUCK,  I really want to listen to Pink Moon

It's amazing what half an hour can do, I feel goooooood.
tomorrow is moveout day!!! Christmas is 8 days away!
and I'm in love with a wonderful boy who loves me just the same

hung out with Bolivar
had a rough afternoon
no maryland, no newton
bus station was closed
breakfast with Nick tomorrow
mom's taking the day off for me tomorrow
hanging out with my brother tomorrow night
i feel pretty awful, physically


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