Master Post
I'll be updating this periodically, of course.
So far, there are 3 types of things on this journal:
--Sammyverse fics
--Comment fics--I write a TON of commentfic. You can track 'em down if you're bold, but I don't post most of them here. But my favorites will show up.
--Icons
Eventually this will be a master list of everything, but right now I'm just using it to keep track of Sammyverse.
SAMMYVERSE (or Caribouverse, affectionately is my silly name (stemming from the titles of the fics, which [don't actually] all have "Sammy" in them) for this thing you guys let me get away with writing. It's an AU, but not a deep one, until season 4 or thereabouts, where it starts to get kind of weird. Basically, Sam has really hideous asthma, and the boys are both pretty excellent at dealing with it and each other. They're [not] all from Dean's POV, and even though I'm branching now into later stuff, I'm going to keep doing pre-Stanford--Season 2 for a long time because that makes me happy. Honestly it's a lot of H/C porn of the boys just being friendly and affectionate towards each other, because that's how I like them. It is, to put it simply, gen. To put it more honestly, it's as fucked up as I see it in canon and not a bit more or less. You can read into it as much or as little as you like.
I write them all crazy out of order, but I'm listing them here in the order they go in chronologically, not when they were written/posted.
Pre-Stanford:
Sam's Been a Good Little Worker Bee: For a belated 16th birthday present, Dean takes Sam to Disney World. It's exactly as fluffy as it sounds. This is a good place to start if you're new. (3,606 words).
Sammy Without Sound: Sam is doing a good job of scaring John and Dean senseless. Then a witch comes along and helps. Sam is 16 and Dean is 20. (8,253 words).
Sammy, You're a Star (In Nobody's Eyes But Mine) It's December 22rd n Bloomfield, Vermont, and the snow is coming down hard. 3 nights, 3 Winchesters, 2 beds. Sam is 17 and Dean is 21. (8,652 words).
Sam Wasn't Born (He Was Just Dropped Into Your Arms): John Winchester wasn't exactly a monk. (2,099 words).
Sammy On His Own: John, Dean, and Sam are each doing their own hunts. John keeps in touch with his boys...particularly the one who isn't doing well. Sam is 18 and Dean is 22 or 23. (3,052 words).
Stanford:
Sammy Sleeps Alone Tonight: Dean's prepared for a lot of things when he hears the knock on his door. Sam, with a smile, a duffel bag, and a fever, is not one of them. (4,856 words).
At Sammy's Bedside Just a little ficlet. Sam has pneumonia, Dean visits.(2,330 words.
Sammy Left the Water Running:John stops by to see how Sam's doing. Not so great, it turns out. (3,391 words.)
Sammy's Little World:Sam calls Dean a few weeks after he starts dating Jess. They talk about her and about asthma and nothing else happens, seriously. (2,439 words.)
This Charming Sam Dean has been looking forward to Sam's spring break for a long time. And nothing's going to ruin it. Not Sam's asthma, not John, and definitely not this thing they've managed to avoid talking about until now. Definitely not that. (10,118 words.) (AN: This is my favorite)
Pour a Little Salt, Sam Was Never Here (PART 1): Dean isn't that hurt and Sam isn't that sick. It's enough. Works as a standalone. (9,774 words.)
Keeping Sammy in the Dark: Sam and his Stanford friends in a cabin. Add a hurricane, a power outage, an asthma attack, and Dean. And then add alcohol. You should have stopped before the alcohol. (5,802 words.)
Eight Nights of Jessakkuh: An eight-part fic written for Hanukkah 2011, where Dean goes to visit Sam and Jess for Hanukkah. Sam has a cold and Jess has a secret. (15,168 words total)
Sammy, High Above the Ground: This time, Dean surprises Sam at his door after Jess tells him the kid needs looking after. Except...he doesn't seem sick. So what the hell's the problem and how is Dean supposed to fix it? (7,530 words.) (AN: With FANART b ottermusprime!)
We Sing our Sam to Sleep:Dean and Jess have a sick kid. And they have a problem. (6,181 words.)
If Sam Loses Everything in the Fire: The pilot. (5,712 words.)
Season 1:
Changing Sammy's Mind Four days after Jess's death, Sam's a mess. Just not the way he's supposed to be. (8,485 words).
The Saddest Music in My Sam Tonight "What do you want for your birthday It's a simple question. Except not this year
Think of Sam as Something New John doesn't fall for traps. Neither does Sam. Set at the very end of 1.16, "Shadow." (5,158 words).
The Unbearable Samness of Sam: Immediately post 1.20. John and Sam and Dean each say things the others were definitely not expecting. (6,147 words).
Season 2:
Killing Sammy's Time A take on 2.01, "In My Time of Dying." Nobody can see Dean, which would suck enough if not for the fact that his wheezy brother's having a hideous time trying to breathe. And it's hard to take care of Sam when Dean doesn't have a body and nobody can hear him. And a reaper won't stop following him. Except he's beginning to think it's not him the reaper's circling. (9,243 words.)
Getting Through to Sammy:Sometimes fathers screw up. Set a month after John's death.
Sammy, The Champion of the World: Sam has a bad asthma attack and the boys have bad insurance. Dean's just trying to get them through the night. He does a way better job that he gives himself credit for. Sam helps. (6,478 words).
What Sammy Said: An easy hunt for a ghost that targets sick kids gets screwed up by Sam's abusive relationship with his bronchitis. Because it's hard to worry about hypothetical sick kids when your asthmatic kid brother is over there worrying about breathing. (8,343 words.) (AN: And check out the FANART b ottermusprime!)
Pour a Little Salt, Sam Was Never Here (PART 2) Immediately post "Born Under a Bad Sign." Dean is hat urt and Sam i tha sick, and it's...more than enough. Works as a standalone. (7,876 words).
Sam Turned Fragile The FBI wants the boys. The FBI knows one of them's a six-foot-five asthmatic. And the FBI knows they don't like to be separated. (5,686 words).
Sammy is a Warm Gun Immediately post "What is and What Should Never Be." Sam has stomach flu and Dean has a weird dream. (4,409 words).
So Many Different Sammys to Call Home:Dean gets weird when Sam isn't okay. Sometimes he does stupid things. It's the Season 2 finale. (6,115 words).
Season 3:
One Hundred Percent Pure Sam:"And hell, maybe crossroads demons are as half-assed about killing people as they are about bringing them back to life. If you die from this asthma attack you're gearing up towards, I want a refund.” Immediately post Season 2 finale. (5,025 words).
Sam's Arms Vs. Sam's Arms (Will Win Hands Down): Dean's fighting an empath and he has some feelings tucked away. They're uglier than he would have thought. Especially when they're inside his little brother. (6,609 words).
Paper Sammy Nightmare: Broward County, Florida. Dean has one Monday, one Tuesday, and one Wednesday. Sam does not. (8,093 words).
Sammy's Brazen Overture Sam is always sick for his birthday. t's the Season 3 finale, Sammyverse-style. (3,827 words).
Season 4:
Alive With the Glory of Sam The beginning of Season 4. Most of the facts are the same. Nothing else is. (7,249 words).
Together We'll Ring in the New Sam (Part 1) Yeah, he's an addict, but he's Sam. So the usual rules don't apply. Those rules are for other people. It's the first half of a big Season 4 fic. (9,074 words).
Together We'll Ring in the New Sam (Part 2):And yeah. He's Sam. But he's an addict. So the usual rules don't apply. It's the second (and final) part of the season 4 fic. (9,980 words).
Season 5:
This Is The End (For You, My Sam) Sam has three weaknesses: left lung, right lung, Dean. Angels find them. From where TWRitNS takes off through "The End." (9,987 words)
Sammy, Sometimes:Dean has a post-hell nightmare. Sam has an asthma attack. They both need to calm down and breathe a little. (1,499 words).
Follow Sam Into the Dark: The term 'soul mate' gets thrown around. It's "Dark Side of the Moon." (5,958 words).
Your Ex-Sammy is Dead: Heaven is forcing the Winchesters' hands. So they're going to force Heaven's. It's "Swan Song." (4,375 words).
Post-Hell:
Sammy Under Siege:Three weeks after Sam gets back from Hell, they are barely, barely keeping their heads above water. They're not ready for an emergency. (7,793 words).
Sammy on Cough Medicine: A little thing, five months post-Hell, because most of the time things are okay. (1,505 words).
As Time Goes By (A Sam is Just a Sam) There are things Sam can't share. (1,380 words).
So far, there are 3 types of things on this journal:
--Sammyverse fics
--Comment fics--I write a TON of commentfic. You can track 'em down if you're bold, but I don't post most of them here. But my favorites will show up.
--Icons
Eventually this will be a master list of everything, but right now I'm just using it to keep track of Sammyverse.
SAMMYVERSE (or Caribouverse, affectionately is my silly name (stemming from the titles of the fics, which [don't actually] all have "Sammy" in them) for this thing you guys let me get away with writing. It's an AU, but not a deep one, until season 4 or thereabouts, where it starts to get kind of weird. Basically, Sam has really hideous asthma, and the boys are both pretty excellent at dealing with it and each other. They're [not] all from Dean's POV, and even though I'm branching now into later stuff, I'm going to keep doing pre-Stanford--Season 2 for a long time because that makes me happy. Honestly it's a lot of H/C porn of the boys just being friendly and affectionate towards each other, because that's how I like them. It is, to put it simply, gen. To put it more honestly, it's as fucked up as I see it in canon and not a bit more or less. You can read into it as much or as little as you like.
I write them all crazy out of order, but I'm listing them here in the order they go in chronologically, not when they were written/posted.
Pre-Stanford:
Sam's Been a Good Little Worker Bee: For a belated 16th birthday present, Dean takes Sam to Disney World. It's exactly as fluffy as it sounds. This is a good place to start if you're new. (3,606 words).
Sammy Without Sound: Sam is doing a good job of scaring John and Dean senseless. Then a witch comes along and helps. Sam is 16 and Dean is 20. (8,253 words).
Sammy, You're a Star (In Nobody's Eyes But Mine) It's December 22rd n Bloomfield, Vermont, and the snow is coming down hard. 3 nights, 3 Winchesters, 2 beds. Sam is 17 and Dean is 21. (8,652 words).
Sam Wasn't Born (He Was Just Dropped Into Your Arms): John Winchester wasn't exactly a monk. (2,099 words).
Sammy On His Own: John, Dean, and Sam are each doing their own hunts. John keeps in touch with his boys...particularly the one who isn't doing well. Sam is 18 and Dean is 22 or 23. (3,052 words).
Stanford:
Sammy Sleeps Alone Tonight: Dean's prepared for a lot of things when he hears the knock on his door. Sam, with a smile, a duffel bag, and a fever, is not one of them. (4,856 words).
At Sammy's Bedside Just a little ficlet. Sam has pneumonia, Dean visits.(2,330 words.
Sammy Left the Water Running:John stops by to see how Sam's doing. Not so great, it turns out. (3,391 words.)
Sammy's Little World:Sam calls Dean a few weeks after he starts dating Jess. They talk about her and about asthma and nothing else happens, seriously. (2,439 words.)
This Charming Sam Dean has been looking forward to Sam's spring break for a long time. And nothing's going to ruin it. Not Sam's asthma, not John, and definitely not this thing they've managed to avoid talking about until now. Definitely not that. (10,118 words.) (AN: This is my favorite)
Pour a Little Salt, Sam Was Never Here (PART 1): Dean isn't that hurt and Sam isn't that sick. It's enough. Works as a standalone. (9,774 words.)
Keeping Sammy in the Dark: Sam and his Stanford friends in a cabin. Add a hurricane, a power outage, an asthma attack, and Dean. And then add alcohol. You should have stopped before the alcohol. (5,802 words.)
Eight Nights of Jessakkuh: An eight-part fic written for Hanukkah 2011, where Dean goes to visit Sam and Jess for Hanukkah. Sam has a cold and Jess has a secret. (15,168 words total)
Sammy, High Above the Ground: This time, Dean surprises Sam at his door after Jess tells him the kid needs looking after. Except...he doesn't seem sick. So what the hell's the problem and how is Dean supposed to fix it? (7,530 words.) (AN: With FANART b ottermusprime!)
We Sing our Sam to Sleep:Dean and Jess have a sick kid. And they have a problem. (6,181 words.)
If Sam Loses Everything in the Fire: The pilot. (5,712 words.)
Season 1:
Changing Sammy's Mind Four days after Jess's death, Sam's a mess. Just not the way he's supposed to be. (8,485 words).
The Saddest Music in My Sam Tonight "What do you want for your birthday It's a simple question. Except not this year
Think of Sam as Something New John doesn't fall for traps. Neither does Sam. Set at the very end of 1.16, "Shadow." (5,158 words).
The Unbearable Samness of Sam: Immediately post 1.20. John and Sam and Dean each say things the others were definitely not expecting. (6,147 words).
Season 2:
Killing Sammy's Time A take on 2.01, "In My Time of Dying." Nobody can see Dean, which would suck enough if not for the fact that his wheezy brother's having a hideous time trying to breathe. And it's hard to take care of Sam when Dean doesn't have a body and nobody can hear him. And a reaper won't stop following him. Except he's beginning to think it's not him the reaper's circling. (9,243 words.)
Getting Through to Sammy:Sometimes fathers screw up. Set a month after John's death.
Sammy, The Champion of the World: Sam has a bad asthma attack and the boys have bad insurance. Dean's just trying to get them through the night. He does a way better job that he gives himself credit for. Sam helps. (6,478 words).
What Sammy Said: An easy hunt for a ghost that targets sick kids gets screwed up by Sam's abusive relationship with his bronchitis. Because it's hard to worry about hypothetical sick kids when your asthmatic kid brother is over there worrying about breathing. (8,343 words.) (AN: And check out the FANART b ottermusprime!)
Pour a Little Salt, Sam Was Never Here (PART 2) Immediately post "Born Under a Bad Sign." Dean is hat urt and Sam i tha sick, and it's...more than enough. Works as a standalone. (7,876 words).
Sam Turned Fragile The FBI wants the boys. The FBI knows one of them's a six-foot-five asthmatic. And the FBI knows they don't like to be separated. (5,686 words).
Sammy is a Warm Gun Immediately post "What is and What Should Never Be." Sam has stomach flu and Dean has a weird dream. (4,409 words).
So Many Different Sammys to Call Home:Dean gets weird when Sam isn't okay. Sometimes he does stupid things. It's the Season 2 finale. (6,115 words).
Season 3:
One Hundred Percent Pure Sam:"And hell, maybe crossroads demons are as half-assed about killing people as they are about bringing them back to life. If you die from this asthma attack you're gearing up towards, I want a refund.” Immediately post Season 2 finale. (5,025 words).
Sam's Arms Vs. Sam's Arms (Will Win Hands Down): Dean's fighting an empath and he has some feelings tucked away. They're uglier than he would have thought. Especially when they're inside his little brother. (6,609 words).
Paper Sammy Nightmare: Broward County, Florida. Dean has one Monday, one Tuesday, and one Wednesday. Sam does not. (8,093 words).
Sammy's Brazen Overture Sam is always sick for his birthday. t's the Season 3 finale, Sammyverse-style. (3,827 words).
Season 4:
Alive With the Glory of Sam The beginning of Season 4. Most of the facts are the same. Nothing else is. (7,249 words).
Together We'll Ring in the New Sam (Part 1) Yeah, he's an addict, but he's Sam. So the usual rules don't apply. Those rules are for other people. It's the first half of a big Season 4 fic. (9,074 words).
Together We'll Ring in the New Sam (Part 2):And yeah. He's Sam. But he's an addict. So the usual rules don't apply. It's the second (and final) part of the season 4 fic. (9,980 words).
Season 5:
This Is The End (For You, My Sam) Sam has three weaknesses: left lung, right lung, Dean. Angels find them. From where TWRitNS takes off through "The End." (9,987 words)
Sammy, Sometimes:Dean has a post-hell nightmare. Sam has an asthma attack. They both need to calm down and breathe a little. (1,499 words).
Follow Sam Into the Dark: The term 'soul mate' gets thrown around. It's "Dark Side of the Moon." (5,958 words).
Your Ex-Sammy is Dead: Heaven is forcing the Winchesters' hands. So they're going to force Heaven's. It's "Swan Song." (4,375 words).
Post-Hell:
Sammy Under Siege:Three weeks after Sam gets back from Hell, they are barely, barely keeping their heads above water. They're not ready for an emergency. (7,793 words).
Sammy on Cough Medicine: A little thing, five months post-Hell, because most of the time things are okay. (1,505 words).
As Time Goes By (A Sam is Just a Sam) There are things Sam can't share. (1,380 words).