Your Ex-Sammy is Dead

[shangrilada]

Title: Your Ex-Sammy is Dead
Summary: Heaven is forcing the Winchesters' hands. So they're going to force Heaven's.
Warnings/Spoilers: This is the Season 5 finale, Sammyverse-style, so through then. 
Wordcount: 4,375
Author's Note: Sammyverse. Mmmmhmmm. Not a ton to say about this one. Title is from "Your Ex-Lover is Dead" by Stars. ETA: there's a 500-

Comments

[steeple_claydon]

Oh man, I didn't read this while I was on postgrad retreat because I knew it would break me, and I was so right. I just... with the... broken. Also, I love your Cas to pieces, even when he does shit like that. He's just amazing.

[yami_faerie]

You posted it! *flails*

Fuck, it's even better than when you posted it on the comment-fic meme. SO MUCH LOVE FOR THIS. IT HURTS SOOOO GOOD <3

[jillbee7]

OH MY GOD YES! That was amazing! Is it weird that I wish they had gone to hell together in the show? It just seems better. And how you wrote it, wahhhhh.

Also omg Sam is trying to be good so he can go to heaven because Jess is waiting! :( Broke my heart.

And nooooo Cas! Dean! Get him out!

[faege]

Sammyverse is going crazy!AU! I am shocked--and I love it! THEY FREAKING LEFT SAM IN HELL WTF CAS ARE YOU PEANUTCRUNCHING INSANE?

I am so blisteringly mad at him I can't even. (Blisteringly? A word? Now it is.)

[keiu_olari]

nonononoNO what did you do to me why did you end it here Sammy’s alone and scared and Dean’s alone and scared and they’re without each other why is this fic that is so wonderful and good and right in a rip-your-heart-out-and-stomp-on-it kind of way is SO SHORT I cannot not know what happens next oh Sammy Sammy Sam Sam DEAN SAVE YOUR KID Bobby Cas what the fuck did you do and every time I think my heart cannot break any more this fic just goes and proves me wrong here have a piece *headdesk*

Okay... get a fucking grip here... okay.

*practices calming breathing techniques to stop wailing so intensely*

God, this is what happens when I try to write something literally right after finishing a fic.

I honestly can’t pick out what hurts more in here, it’s all so goooooooood. But the moment Dean said it’s none of us or both of us, I had this little twinge - oh holy crap, he’s gonna do it, isn’t he? There’s still enough of S5 mindset in him, he’s just tired enough to do it.

And then I thought fuck yeah, both brothers going down together,