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[shameless_sin]

--Where am I? I was at the stove, waiting for Chihaya to get home if he was even coming home tonight, and I was stirring the soup. And.. I turned to get the carrots and

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[orchidcircle]

You're.. molting? Is.. Is sir a bird?

[shameless_sin]

Well, I'm sure Lord Michael and Lord Raphael don't hate us, but.. it was a very sacred law.

..Our relationship became.. physical. And we admitted to it eventually.

[orchidcircle]

Hm. Then it is possibly best that you are here.. while it is disallowed to indulge in vulgar shows of carnal desires, one at least has the sanctuary of their home!

But you love each other.. that counts.. right? Where is your beloved one now?

[shameless_sin]

Vulgar.. shows? I'm afraid I don't--

.. He's probably with Messiah. I don't think-- I.. I don't think I'm enough for him anymore.

[orchidcircle]

...

He.. he doesn't love you anymore..?

[shameless_sin]

..No. I don't think he does.

[orchidcircle]

Ranmaru's sorry.. that's so cruel.. after everything you must have done to have fallen and..

[shameless_sin]

It's not your fault. It's.. no one's fault, really. I guess I'm just.. not what Chihaya needs.

[orchidcircle]

... but.. but you love him still.. Ranmaru can see..

.. did he.. say that he didn't love you?

[shameless_sin]

No. And.. I'm sure he does, in a way. But he's been obsessing so much over Messiah, and sometimes he doesn't even come home. And he barely talks to me and we haven't.. um. We haven't.. been together in weeks. And.. and I just. I'm so tired. I'm so tired of fighting just for a word from him.

[orchidcircle]

... Ranmaru can't imagine why.. when it is clear you desire and love him so dearly. Some people truly don't understand the worth of what they have until they lose it..

However.. somehow.. it looks as though he.. may not know how to face you. Could that be possible, from him..?

[shameless_sin]

I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I thought.. I thought I knew Chihaya pretty well, but. I don't know what to think anymore.

I was going to make him something special for dinner tonight, and.. just talk to him. But now I'm here. And if he comes home and I'm not there--

I. Oh Eden. I'm going to lose him.

I'm so sorry. I shouldn't be saying all this. It's awfully embarrassing.

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[orchidcircle]

Kagetsuya-san..

[orchidcircle]

...

You really love Chihaya-san. Don't worry.. maybe this will work out. Maybe he will see that when you are not there.. what he is missing..

Usually when a new world is opened and new people come from it, others may often come too..

Be patient, Kagetsuya-san. Ranmaru is certain your love wont be in vain!

[shameless_sin]

..Thank you, Ranmaru-san. You're very kind.

[orchidcircle]

Ranmaru knows how it is to not be given love when it is given so much from one side.. so Ranmaru understands.

Kagetsuya-san can stay at Ranmaru's palace for the while! It is large and beautiful and near a garden so vast! Maybe Kagetsuya-san will enjoy the sights!