okay, so we all know the condition known as SCS that i defined a while ago. and if not, a little sum-up of it all is: when you message/comment someone on the Space or Facebook with hopes of talking to them and getting to know them, and they never talk to you back.

well, i have two more examples that solidify this syndrome of mine, and they've been ( Read more... )

for the first time in what, two years?
i'm going to confession in about an hour.
thisssss will be quite the lengthy task, as i start things off with "yeah... umm, i've pretty lost most of my faith in this religion."

so i guess it's about time to break in a new one of these, eh ( Read more... )

i am still trying to find out what's wrong with me ( Read more... )

no matter what will end up happening between us as friends
and we will end up going in our own ways
please don't forget that i didn't stop trying to show you the time of day

i never fucking stopped trying for you.

for the first time since i've been home, i traveled to downtown Birmingham.
from the moment i stepped out of the car, i could barely breathe.
the snobbery of that place nearly killed me!

just a forewarning to all you out there.

is there some place we can go ( Read more... )

On Monday night, i had a conversation with two guys in downtown Royal Oak that lasted a half hour. everyone is friendly down there, and that's one of the reasons that i like it ( Read more... )

eh, i've just been having days lately where i just want to scream and yell and kick and shout and cry and all this shit, and it seems like this attitude is just building up each day. i'm pretty sure i have no idea where it originated, though. hmph ( Read more... )

i'm making this short and sweet, so that i can finish it before the meds wear off (oh, adderall, how i love thee ( Read more... )