Comments | shaleari: Meme

shaleari

Meme

Dec 04, 2009 03:29

I WILL BE COMPLETELY HONEST FOR 48 HOURS... You can ask one question. Any questions, no matter how crazy, sinister, or wrong it is. I WILL answer no matter what, you have my FULL honesty, but I DARE you to put this in your Lj and see what questions you get...

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aiden_raccoon December 5 2009, 04:02:35 UTC

You get creeped out by the wigs?

GGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!

shaleari January 30 2010, 18:38:33 UTC

Truthfully, Sometimes I get sick of being me. I feel like alot of people in the fandom don't look at me, or talk to me, they dismiss me because of how I look. So I change myself. I transform myself into someone else.

shaleari January 30 2010, 18:53:39 UTC

Well, it's not all doom and gloom, honestly.. It's also just plain fun.

sire_icefeather December 4 2009, 16:48:54 UTC

Do you still consider me a friend after all that has gone on between us?

shaleari January 30 2010, 18:55:11 UTC

Honestly, I don't know. I consider you an aquantence. I think we'd need to get to know eachother better to be considered actual friends.

artyskox December 5 2009, 02:19:10 UTC

wow, holy shit at the questions you're getting d=

Actually, I'm curious though. I've had basically no real IRL interaction with you. I've never had a problem with you either and while I've seen the drama.. I've never been a part of it. I went to the bowling meet that one time, I've seen ya in passing plenty of times.. and almost every time I pass you, you give me some sorta 'look' that says 'I don't like you'. What's up with that? or do you give that to everyone?

artyskox December 5 2009, 04:16:09 UTC

Ho.. shit,

Aiden just sent me a message, I had no friggin idea you had a sight problem thing.. I usually never see you wear glasses so I assumed you were 100% 20/20 If he's right.. I had no friggin idea.

sorry dude, wow I suck d=

shaleari January 30 2010, 19:36:23 UTC

Actually, i have to apologize, While what Aiden says is true, I do have a confession. It actually kinda goes back many many years. Like from the first time I went to the party at your place. I'm sorry if this sounds "dramatic" but I did say I'd be 100% honest.

Long long long time ago, I was at your apt for a "you Live Out Where" party. At the time I was really shy, and kinda felt.. a little outcasted by the group. Well, long story short, I had just always assumed you didn't like me, or was just plain apathetic towards me because of, well, my looks.

As time went on, I just stated to think you weren't a nice person, i guess. In retrospect, and with your comment here, I realize that such an assumption was baseless and unfair, and i apologize.

artyskox January 30 2010, 23:15:27 UTC

Nope, never actually had a problem with you. Our first parties were a rather mixed bag of success and failure. We had a lot of extremes from people being overwhelmed and crying in stairwells to fucking in bedrooms. We were hoping it would be a friendly atmosphere for people to get to know each other but.. I'm still not sure where that 'best meeting new people' place is, but it's not a house party. Those who know each other well stick together and those that don't just feel excluded.

aiden_raccoon December 5 2009, 03:59:06 UTC

Are you really a girl?

shaleari January 30 2010, 19:00:08 UTC

Why don't you come over here and find out baby...

freethisbeast December 6 2009, 00:16:22 UTC

Any question huh?

What would ultimately make your life better? It can be more than one thing - list em if you want. You seem so unhappy when I read most of your journals and I hate seeing people like that.

shaleari January 30 2010, 20:07:34 UTC

This one has set me thinking the most. It's one of those questions that.. is almost.. exisistential. What would I need to make my life better..

Well, I don't know, i'd love some plastic surgery and a good diet plan, I guess would be something to start with. But mostly I just want to feel a level of acceptance, A loyal circle of friends... I don't know, a group to belong to that takes me for who I am, and loves me for it. Instead of all those judgemental people who surround me, who have pushed me away and.. who have given me such a bad reputation.

freethisbeast January 31 2010, 00:04:08 UTC

Well hun, what one time I've really gotten to hang out with you, you seem really cool to me. I don't live in the area, so I don't know what gossip's going around but I tend to want to meet people for myself before forming any conclusions. I treat others like I want to be treated, and hope for the best with reciprocation. I don't think I'd push you away unless you're a drug addict and steal from people. Even then, I try to find out more about the person before passing judgment.

I guess I'm rambling now, but you're welcome to hit me up on messenger and reconnect if you want - stripesandclaws@gmail.com.