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Self-concious afterall
I never cared much about what people thought of me, yet half the time I'm trying to figure out who I am.
Each time an adjective is directed at me, I think deeply into it, sorting them out.
Today, a random stranger on the train told me that he thought I looked cute. I was simply in rank top, skirt and vans. I didn't agree with him. Just amused, and I ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes, I too do lose that courage to live on.
But I am still here, so I don`t see how you have an excuse.
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I am tired...
There's so many things I'd like do, but I am tired...
There's so many things I'd like to say, but I am tired...
I am so tired, I actually contenplate if I may be at all depressed..
Maybe I am not sane...
How could one be? Standing still to just weather such abuse..
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Today I realized, that it's more than just me being me... I've drifted so far out here, the only way is to continue fighting ahead, even if it means leaving everyone else behind in the safe world.
Just tired, too tired... And nothing is stopping it, and neither can I but to forever race ahead of it..
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The love from him seems to multiply with each time we meet.
And the same question arises, why me?
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14 Feb
Can't decide if I'm bummed that I won't be spending time with him tomorrow, or be glad that I have extra time by myself.
Had never really cared much for the date, neither do I see the need for it. I don't usually expect much from anyone. Yet somehow, part of me is just hoping you'd do something, even if we're already gonna go for another staycation ( Read more... ) -
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My life could've been so much easier. But you just had to complicate it.
Guess dreams really are just meant for the rich.
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Excuse the impatient
51hours to go before I get to see him again, 71hours to 'it' and the BF is all 2more days. And I just continue die a little inside.
The cold weather is insane, and the holiday mood isn't helping.
I just want my bed, him and some hot chocolate. And it's that hard.
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This sudden very uneasy feeling. Why did it never cross my mind? And now that the date is nearing, I'm actually afraid. When all I ever did was wanting this to go well.
Can I for once not be myself and be very positive and all knowing that this will turn out good after all? T_____T -
I wish I was a child again
Working is hard and I hate making excuses, but not a doubt, I'm not the fastest person, neither am I as bright as I thought I was, or used to be.
Work is hard, and I really need more time to understand things and learn and to improve.
I need patient guidance of which is lacking in the environment I'm in.
I'm exhausted, but I have to continue putting ( Read more... )