I dont even know what to say or if I should say anything at all. And I'm not going to say anything here for every one to see. Whenever I read things like this that are from you, I get really upset. And I cant stop thinking about you. And I'm scared. Cause I didnt know this was wrong..and I dont want to lose you. But I think I know I never will. Dont let me hold you back from changing what ever you need to. I'll always accept it...and I really hope you're not upset with me and some thing I did or said because I didnt mean it at all. I want to talk now that I read this. But it's okay if you dont want to.. I just want everything to be okay. I love you, Shauna. I dont know anything else...
I was never mad to begin with I just wanted to talk before and wasn't going to do that there. But it was truly and accident and at that moment with your tone I didn't want to talk to you but I'm not made i was actually really away from the the computer when you imed me. And theres nothing worng with me at all...I mean that whole post isn't exactly aimed at you its just what I'm feeling and thinking and its just better to put out there then keep it in and I needed to put it down and read to see if I was making sense. But I am definatly not mad.
I'm sorry. I think too quickly..you know.. I was mad at myself for leaving a message like that and I didnt mean to be such a bitch either. I wanted to talk cause there was a lot on my mind then you werent there. I understand writing things down. Ugh I feel so stupid now. :-/
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Whenever I read things like this that are from you, I get really upset. And I cant stop thinking about you. And I'm scared. Cause I didnt know this was wrong..and I dont want to lose you. But I think I know I never will. Dont let me hold you back from changing what ever you need to. I'll always accept it...and I really hope you're not upset with me and some thing I did or said because I didnt mean it at all. I want to talk now that I read this. But it's okay if you dont want to.. I just want everything to be okay. I love you, Shauna. I dont know anything else...
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I was mad at myself for leaving a message like that and I didnt mean to be such a bitch either. I wanted to talk cause there was a lot on my mind then you werent there.
I understand writing things down. Ugh I feel so stupid now. :-/
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