right now after too long

[shadowguardian]

i guess i'm writing this here because my hands are too shaky and unsteady to write with any speed, deliberation or accuracy, my mind is racing and my mood is dangerous again, i'm rapid cycling in what a friend tells me is part of bi-polar, but i'm not sure what the hell is true in that diagnosis. but my mind won't shut up and i know that if go out

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[pairofdeis]

I'm glad to hear you're clean and clean of the alcohol.
The want will always be there... sometimes everyday. You just have to tell yourself you're going to be clean 'today.'