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what is it with you people and never posting? lol. talking about me so dont get offended. i stay mad busy or just mad mwhah.well school is going well. tis the only thing that is. my dad has been really down and its been hard. we have a love/hate relationship. he has burt me but i still love him. i dont really understand why but i do. so how are you ( Read more... )

ah wednesday...hump day. chugging coffee and being inattentive to details. i swear to gods im add. i can't pay attention worth fuck. i cant read anymore. something's wrong with my head. is anyone going to Xfest in NC? wanna give a girl a lift? i might ask chris if he wants to go and can get a rdie cus my dad is lame and i can't drive. 21 and cant ( Read more... )

Reading Silence of the Lambs and rereading Wasted, damn interesting combination. The only connection is eating (your liver with fava beans, just kidding damn it). How can you not like the Hannibal Lector series? The book is turning out better than the movie. Hannibal is an interesting specimen, an intelligent, witty, madman with a habit of seeming ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking pissed off. i do not look like im in the 8th fucking grade. noone my age EVER gets it wrong. i hate stupid fucking people who do. some people just have the nerve, they deserve to die. i wish icouldve cussed them out, i wou;dve felt better.

my last glimpse of sanity left when you told me you were one of us now. knwoing you bleed tears out my heart and theres nothing i can do. how i hate being pre-nursing i can't have my relief.

i dreamt i died last night. it was amazing. i just got up and walked away from my body.

on a completely different subject, i hate floppy disks.

Year before last I got this wonderful idea whilst mowing the lawn but never went through with it. Now, I've reconsidered it. It's a little on the odd side but so am I so bear with me people. The idea was to combine two of my passions, dance and nine inch nails. Then I was thinking ballet but now I'm thinking ballet with some jazz and freestyle ( Read more... )

Rather than expect one another to remain unchanged, we should evolve together, Evolution isn't always of species, the most important evolution is of self. Evolution means you aren't the same person you were yesterday and won't be the same tomorrow. Non-evolving relationships tend to be lost as we move on, mentally, spiritually and physically. That ( Read more... )

cogs indigo and crystal
spinning in my mind
sun striking and softening behind my eyes
and there i saw it
shimmering beneath the white lit clouds
the willow
silent
watching
and it spoke
as i approached
saying this and this alone
love as the roots love the earth
love as the branchs love the sky
put down roots but don't forget to look skyward