Fic: Aleatoric Life 4/25: Pensieroso

[sgatlantislight]

Title: Aleatoric Life 4: Pensieroso
Author: SGAtlantisLight
Characters: McKay, Sheppard, Beckett, Emmagan, Dex
Relationships: Beckett/McKay/Sheppard,
Rating: PG-13, though the series as a whole is NC-17
Warnings: Mention of non-con, major character whumpage.
Spoilers: None this part
Summary: They had rescued him, but they had yet to truly bring

Comments

[sapphiresfic]

Great part! I just can't see Carson committing suicide, but I'm glad he's got John and Rodney. They'll help him out. Can't wait for more!

[sgatlantislight]

Thanks! I could definitely see him being tempted by the idea, though.

Aleatoric Life

[haggitha]

Oh lord I've practically held my breath through these first 4 chapters, what wonderful writing and attention to medical detail... But 4 of 25??? ::sobs:: please post the other 21 chapters soon before I go insane.

hugs
haggy

Re: Aleatoric Life

[sgatlantislight]

Thanks! Yes. 4 of 25. This thing took me 2 months to write. I didn't want to post it till it was *done*.

[artemis_discord]

*Yanks Carson close and cradles him*
Evil evil evil evil evil. *sniff* you're gonna make me cry soon (and believe me, I'm not a crier). 25 chapters of this - you're really aiming to kill some of your readers aren't you?? *sniff*

God knows why I'm still reading this, but I am. I need Carson better.

...A 'Geometry' update would cheer me up!

[sgatlantislight]

Thanks! Yes, I'm being terribly mean to Carson. Part of the plotbunny was this random "Gee, I've never seen rape aftermath fic with Carson as the victim..." and things went from there.

[mishbloom]

oh my god. *sniffles and wants to feed Carson lots of chocolate*
This is just so.... Yeah, all of that.

My perverted mind being what it is though--this little bit turned into a whole other sideplot in my mind!
"Being the sacrifice of the week again?"

All I keep thinking now is John in leather thongs, being "sacrificed".
*decides to wander back to John and Rodney for a bit*
*snerk*

[sgatlantislight]

Hee! They so would, too... ;>

[ladyeclectic79]

I'm not sure if I can handle the suspense!! Poor Carson for the emotional/psychological/physiological/etc trauma, poor John and Rodney for their own mental anguish... I'm curious what has Rodney going all PTSD and I'm wondering if it's more than simply killing rapists. He must have done something even he knows crossed a line because otherwise he could rationalize it (he's good at that). And poor John, because now he has to be the one to handle emotional baggage from those he loves the most, and the man never struck me as much on drama. Plus his own emotions, which he also never lets close to the surface but almost needs to to help Rodney and, in a small part, Carson...

I'm really looking forward to where this is going. Continue, please!!

[sgatlantislight]

Thanks! Yes, there's a bit more going on. As you may or may not have caught, I've got computer problems. So, it's either going to have to wait for hubby to fix my computer, or for me to get the completed series I sent off to the cover artist and re-split the chapters, either of which will take a bit. Sorry.

[ladyeclectic79]

Well I hope it gets fixed soon!! I'd gotten the impression it was all written out already so am looking forward to lots of wonderful goody stuff in the (hopefully) near future. :-)

[sgatlantislight]

Oh, it is all written. It's just on the harddrive of a computer that's not currently working. I'm using my daughter's laptop to get into LJ and my email, which isn't fun.