wow...wow...wow. today has gone by really slow...could be because i took a two hour nap after my 8 oclock and got woken up three times for very unnecessary reasons. why do people call me at 10 in the morning?!?! wow that just took me way to long to make !?!? lol...anyway, i ran some errands and finally went to the grocery store to buy food cuz i ( Read more... )

at the end of camp every year we have a thing called the summer book. its a book full of quotes from the summer, thigns that happened, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of stuff. well at the end they have a thing called "in ten years..." its a list of all the counselors and what they will be doing. for instance jess will be working at a rock ( Read more... )

i have decided that people are evil. i have been wanting to talk to anyone i can so i won't have to study, everyone and their mom have been pissing me off today. everyone is attempting to run over me and i am putting up a huge fight. silvia was especially shocked when i ended up hanging up on her. i wasn't being that big of a bitch, but i just ( Read more... )

today has been extremely fast. i went to class and ran some errands. the next thing i knew it was 8 o'clock and i hadn't picked up my notes for my test at all. the worst thing is that i don't give a damn. school is the last thing on my mind right now and i can't even focus on things that aren't school related. my head is full of useless ( Read more... )

(x) I have never been drunk ( Read more... )

i want to start by saying i'm an emotional mess and on the drive back from houston i bawled for a good 30 mts from a mix of emotions. i was sad, excited, cranky, curious, depressed, happy, drained, giddy, lustful, loved, and optimistic. this spring break gave me a preview of what i look forward to every summer and especially being with jason for ( Read more... )

this week has been full of crazy shit. on monday i drove all the way to houston to stay with my friend laura so i wouldn't have to drive a hour and a half tuesday morning. so i get to laura's and i was exhausted...i didn't want to do anything but go to sleep. it was kinda akward walking in because her family was having dinner and then there i am ( Read more... )

this weekend was the beginning of my first spring break as a college student. unfortunately, it was spent getting up at 730 to go swimming until 8 that night. THREE DAYS OF THIS! not how i wanted it to be, but i had to get it done. i had the same lady as my instructor three years ago and as my cpr instructor last year. long story short...she ( Read more... )

today was the most beautiful day ever! it was 80 degrees with a cool breeze and not a cloud in the sky. i had to take advantage of the wonderful weather so i met my friend after my morning class to study. we had originally planned to study at the library, but we ended up in the grass outside of the library...needless to say we didn't get much ( Read more... )

after i talked to jason last night and wrote my entry i realized it was a lot bigger deal than i thought. it had been on my mind for a while, but i knew it would work out and i would get over it. well i couldn't stop thinking about how the conversation with jason went and how dissapointed i was in myself. i wanted to be myself again and i didn't ( Read more... )