I love you so much. But every day is beginning to become a battle for me to fight. I can't stop thinking about you...and every time I do...tears stream down my face. You always seem so much happier and so much calmer now that you don't have to deal with me on more than a friend level. That hurts more than I can even explain. I know that you love me ( Read more... )

and I still cry...night after night my tears still stream down my face.

Be strong. I am trying!!!

just some nights it hurts more than anything else and i dont know what to do.....

I only needed you...you were all I  needed!!  Why can't you see that?

Why can't we be together? If we love one another, what else do we need!!?

if love isn't enough anymore....what is left to hope for?

I wish I was a little bit stronger! Just a little bit stronger!

..........

I do not understand.....

I am slowly going crazy...

Hiding my thoughts from even myself...

Say goodbye to the one you thought you knew...I am more confused, so confused.

Do not know where to go from here....

Just walk through crystal sands holding my hand....tell me everything is going to be alright.

Just for tonight...

Whenever I need you....you're so far away. But as soon as you need me I am at your doorstep with a smile on my face and a plan.

These waves are crashing into walls and I am being thrown against the current, trying to be strong. The confusion that riddles my heart is surrounded by sorrow. The minds of better life struggle to put a million words to ( Read more... )

Its so hard waking up each morning and wondering what tomorrow will bring. Will i be able to hold you again or once again was it all a dream? a fantasy conjured up by my heart and portrayed in my mind. I am fragile but i am not weak. Though the tears slide down my cheeks and my heart skips a thousand beats I am not weak. The memories are killer, ( Read more... )

Not sure whether to run or stay....You don't seem to realize just how much this is killing me!

Just tell me what you want!!

Man! I am having possibly one of the worst/most streesful weeks of my life ( Read more... )

It hurts so much, i feel as if an empty space is left from where my heart used to be. Everywhere i look i see memories of us and I can hardly breathe.

i miss you soo much.

I love you.

Natalie

Come Back Down - Lifehouse

Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come ( Read more... )