Neisha

[sexyninjaelf]

R.I.P. Neisha 9/30/04
She was only 15 years young and she passed on in her sleep last night. She was born premature, and she had an immune deficiency of Vitamin C I believe if I'm not mistaken. She was one of my friends that I actually liked and could be honest and open with without worrying about who she'd gossip to or what she'd retort with.

Comments

[ex_nada_o_ni545]

I'm sorry you lost a friend. And I'm sure nothing anyone could say will ease the grief you are going through right now. Loss is part of life; it somehow makes us appreciate more what we have, the friends we have in our lives, because we know any minute they could be gone just like that. You were a good friend to her, as she was to you. I hope your memories keep you comforted in this difficult time.

*hugs*

[sexyninjaelf]

I still can't get over it. It's been almost 2 weeks and it still doesn't feel real. Thanks for the sentiments. -hug back- There was a collage concert a few nights ago on Thurs. and it's made up of the entire hs's music department and she was in orchestra and they had a moment of silence for her and my friends around me grabbed a hold of me because I bent my head down, I couldn't start crying because we had to perform that night. -sigh- I miss her so much.

[sedina]

This is a very sad moment in your life and I have had many friends that have lost friends and family and I have also been through the same thing my uncles wife died in Europe while were there at age 34as I have told you and left a 1 month old baby behind and that is a very tragic thing also I dont know why you are blaming your self as they say god always takes the good before the bad and there is a reason when our time comes its not much we can do about it and I do hope you feel better.

xxx

hugs&kisses too.

[sexyninjaelf]

Yeah, I'm sorry for you too. I know that I'm going to lose people in my life but this is the first one I can remember so vividly and it still feels surreal, you know? Thanks sweetie, cmok.

[infinite_toxin]

NEISHA DIED??????? OH MY FREAKING GOD

[sexyninjaelf]

Yeah; I know- my reaction exactly.

[white_spyder]

sorry about your friend
it's hard i know
a few kids died when i was in hs too, one of them was my really good friend jackie, she had cystic fibrosis, that was like 5 years ago maybe, and it's still hard :(
:/
<3

[sexyninjaelf]

it's ok. oh man. I'm sorry, that's very hard, I know it now too. I hate death, but it's bound to happen, right? mwah <3

[caricaneba15]

oh my god..im really really sorry girl
that is horrible :'( :'( im so sorry

[sexyninjaelf]

it's ok. i know, thanks a ton hun. -sigh- i'm feelin a little better but it's going to take me a while to...well not really forget it, but move on? yah, i guess.