Last Night I had such a great time. Chris asked me to come over and hang out. We watched a movie and talked.

Omg! This guy I know is super HOT but I really don't know if hes interested. I wish he was. He's very sweet. I'm trying to see if we could hangout have a few drinks together. But I guess all I can do is wait. I hate waiting. I like things NOW! Well, I'm a little sad. I'll get over it sooner or later.

why is everthing going so shitty.

Life sucks a lot for me right now,my cousin is dying from cancer and he only has a few days with us here on earth. Secondly, my dog has to have a hip replacement which sucks cause he's in so much pain now. I know hes an animal, but he's like the chgild I'll probably never have. Last but not least,my dating life; non-exsisting. I'm tired of being ( Read more... )

So.. I haven't wrote in here in a while. I'm pretty pissed off because everyone has drama. Taking Tony and all of those people, either your never talking again or lets make nice. I mean Tony is to close to his friends i think. Like Marci's known Tony for a long time,they hardly hang out anymore. Me and Tony, thats only at his own convience. Since ( Read more... )

I hate men right now.They are either gay, insane or taken. Can't a girl get a break. I mean damn,guys always think that bigger women are just to sit there and eat thier lives away. F*ck that! I know I dont need a man to make me happy but it would be nice to have a bf.

Last night I hungout with Marci and Nicole for a bit.On the way home Marci and I talked about guys and dating,It made me realize that I need to stop being so cold and harsh. It's very hard for me to get close to a man because I'm afraid that I'm going to push him away or pull him in to close to fast. I'm always too busy looking for an attractive " ( Read more... )

Lately, I haven't been able to keep a boyfriend and it really starting to get to me. I'm getting really sick of it. I just want to feel loved and treated with respect.Some guys are stupid by nature I guess. Please help me find Mr Right. Also, Thanks Marci for helping me with this journal. hugs and kisses