Oh my god. I'm actually crying my eyes out right now. This was so sad. Although I wanted a happy ending, i thought the ending was beautiful. there's just something seriously beautiful about endings like this. Like although Brendon died their love is never ending. ahh this story was so great, even though i'm still crying!
Seriously, this is one of the most amazing fics I've ever read, but OH MY GOD. Saddest. Ending. In. Existence. I have been crying for the last half hour, and I had to go lock myself in my bathroom so no one saw me crying, and I havn't cried that much since the last time someone broke up with me and just aldsfhalfha;dflhadkfgnbkadjfb;glk. I cannot handle this. Im going to have to go read the fluffiest, happiest, sunshine and puppy filled fics to get over this. I won't be able to sleep tonight unless I do.
This one seriously made me cry..... it hurt so much, but not everything is happy endings. My favorite was Baby doll I was like 'ohmygosh is that Ryan?' :) I liked the flow of the story <3
Oh maaaaaan this hurt so bad, my HEART IS HURTING OK
This was amazing, I was really impressed with how you wrote the whole ~spiral of addiction~ thing in the beginning, it was so convincing and realistic and it's a hard thing to do ahhhh also the withdrawal stuff like you handled the emotions so well and just omg I'm rambling I'm sorry
The end ok it was sO HURTY but you wrote it so well and I just have no words omg bows down to you
Also jsyk in my head, Ryan escapes b/c he's had a taste of what it could be like having a proper life, he and Spencer have a bubble of best friend happiness and he falls happily in love with someone else but does NOT forget about Brendon ever ok sdhgkj <333
omfg I'm sOOO HAPPY THAT YOU READ THIS AHH. I was sort of proud of it, since it's the longest thing I wrote, but then I didn't really get much feedback and I was like D: it must suCK DDD:
but then your beautiful soul stepped in and sigh you are seriously awesome okay and I'm so so so glad you liked it and I appreciate your existence and bless you kind soul xoxoxox
also, in my head the police! and Jon!! and Spencer!!! all burst in, but it's JUST A SMIDGE TOO LATE BECAUSE BRENDON D: and ryan's just sitting there clinging to lifeless brendon but jared goes to jail so he's safe now and they find brendon's family and have a tense but sad funeral and spencer gets bitchy and tells bden's parentals 'we we're more of a family than you ever were' and then stalks away angrily and years later ryan finds someone else but never forgets brendon and there's always a hole in his heart but he tries to live as happy as he can. for brendon. because he's living FOR brendon now. the end ;_;
Okay so i know this is late. I'm freaking bawling my eyes out. like a little baby. The first fic i ever read was throam, which also made me cry, so, so, much. But after that, i haven't really cried at many fics, and i have read some terribly terribly sad ones. You should be proud of the fact you made me cry. (i know that sounds weird haha) But it's true! this was such a great story! thank you for writing this! you are such a talented person. C: <3
It's never too late for feedback! I appreciate it always <3
And thank you for reading! This was the longest piece I've ever written and it was painful and hard and stressful but awesome and so worth the experience and I'm really happy I made you cry (ahh that sounds so mean haha)
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Although I wanted a happy ending, i thought the ending was beautiful.
there's just something seriously beautiful about endings like this.
Like although Brendon died their love is never ending.
ahh this story was so great, even though i'm still crying!
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Saddest.
Ending.
In.
Existence.
I have been crying for the last half hour, and I had to go lock myself in my bathroom so no one saw me crying, and I havn't cried that much since the last time someone broke up with me and just aldsfhalfha;dflhadkfgnbkadjfb;glk.
I cannot handle this.
Im going to have to go read the fluffiest, happiest, sunshine and puppy filled fics to get over this. I won't be able to sleep tonight unless I do.
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but thank you very much for reading, dear <3
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My favorite was Baby doll I was like 'ohmygosh is that Ryan?' :) I liked the flow of the story <3
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This was amazing, I was really impressed with how you wrote the whole ~spiral of addiction~ thing in the beginning, it was so convincing and realistic and it's a hard thing to do ahhhh also the withdrawal stuff like you handled the emotions so well and just omg I'm rambling I'm sorry
The end ok it was sO HURTY but you wrote it so well and I just have no words omg bows down to you
Also jsyk in my head, Ryan escapes b/c he's had a taste of what it could be like having a proper life, he and Spencer have a bubble of best friend happiness and he falls happily in love with someone else but does NOT forget about Brendon ever ok sdhgkj <333
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but then your beautiful soul stepped in and sigh you are seriously awesome okay and I'm so so so glad you liked it and I appreciate your existence and bless you kind soul xoxoxox
also, in my head the police! and Jon!! and Spencer!!! all burst in, but it's JUST A SMIDGE TOO LATE BECAUSE BRENDON D: and ryan's just sitting there clinging to lifeless brendon but jared goes to jail so he's safe now and they find brendon's family and have a tense but sad funeral and spencer gets bitchy and tells bden's parentals 'we we're more of a family than you ever were' and then stalks away angrily and years later ryan finds someone else but never forgets brendon and there's always a hole in his heart but he tries to live as happy as he can. for brendon. because he's living FOR brendon now. the end ;_;
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I'm freaking bawling my eyes out. like a little baby.
The first fic i ever read was throam, which also made me cry, so, so, much. But after that, i haven't really cried at many fics, and i have read some terribly terribly sad ones. You should be proud of the fact you made me cry. (i know that sounds weird haha) But it's true! this was such a great story!
thank you for writing this! you are such a talented person. C: <3
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And thank you for reading! This was the longest piece I've ever written and it was painful and hard and stressful but awesome and so worth the experience and I'm really happy I made you cry (ahh that sounds so mean haha)
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