check-ups never hurt.

[sewards]

[[she's sitting in her home, by herself. today isn't a day for walking, it's a day for sitting in quiet, for her. the tv is off. no sounds from the kitchen. no barking dogs, or a yelling ashlyn scoulding someone. it's almost eerie, if you know how lively the house normally is.

she's laying on the couch, in the living room. the ceiling is her point

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[bawlmer]

[ She answers even though her voice is distinctly sleepy - looks like she woke up to answer her phone. ]

' Llo?

[bawlmer]

Yeah I know it's shitty to think about but, that's what I'm considering with Logan and moving so fast with this. Plus... [ There's a short pause, as if she's debating whether or not she wants to continue with this sentence. ] .. Plus you know, I've never actually had a guy treat me as well as he does.

So..

[sewards]

Well, I've never been with a guy before.

So, I don't know how to act, a-alright? [[she sounds a little miffed, now.]] I know I don't have the most time, here. Or, hell, maybe I d-do! I have no idea how long I'm going to be here or he's going to be here!

B-But, I'm not going to chance throwing it away. I'm not going to chase him off.

[bawlmer]

Well that's kind of obvious. [ She doesn't even notice Aly's kind of miffed, since you know, Marylander family's version of miffed is raised voices and things going flying. ]

And who says you're gonna chase him off, hm? Sounds like you're dooming yourself before you even try. Besides, Elliot seems girlish enough to not be scared by that kind of stuff.

[sewards]

[[there's a small psuedo-growl on her end.]] I just... It's c-confusing, to me. I guess. I don't know.

I'm sorry... L-Love and stuff... It's fun to talk about, but when I think about the situation, it gets a little bitter...