Update
(very picture heavy)
October 30th & 31st, 2006.
Some autumn trees. this weather is so boring... and it makes my hair frizzy >_<
me and my groovy glasses XD
November 3.
Screwed up my internet. was gonna try to install the scanner again. i thought it didnt work cus the old computer was retarded so it might work with the new computer. but it didnt. but, before i found that out, i had to restart for the installation to work. but the computer wouldnt restart. so i tried shutting it off, didnt work either. then i thought, what if i shut some other programs down, cus that worked with the old computer. so i shut some things down, among those things was a little icon with two computer screens.
biiiiiig mistake. apparently that was the internet connection. >_<
my brother tried to fix it, my sisters boyfriend tried to fix it, we called people who know computers to see if they could fix it..... but nothing. its screwed up. and i suck.
Nov. 16.
Dyed my hair black. finallyyyyyy! it instantly looked sooo much better ^_^
from this:
to this:
sooooooooo happy ^_^
Nov. 20.
bleached it. weeeeeee!
Nov. 21.
and again...
but i'm so stupid. bleaching your hair isnt very good for your scalp so doing it once is bad enough, then i go and do it 2 days in a row.
my head didnt like that at all. got tiny sores all over and one kinda big one. and my entire forehead was pink. i suck. >_<
cant really see it that well in the pix tho. but daaamn it hurt ;_;
December 8.
Ate sushi (veg.) for the first time ^_^ i didnt even know there was a veggie version of it lol
but i cant use chopsticks tho..... not even with the rubberband technique...i suck.
Dec. 17.
Went to my brothers place and borrowed his computer. i miss the internet soooooo much ;_; but i saved a bunch of Gazette and 176BIZ pix ^_^ i was like a kid in a candy store, there was so much i had to do that i almost forgot the most important thing, to write Mette >_< managed to write a message on her myspace but i forgot to wish her a merry xmas...i wanted to send a xmas card but i have her old and new address and i cant remember which is the new one >_< Malene too, i dont even have her new address.. poo.
Dec. 19.
Christmas shopping with parents and sister. ate veggie sushi for dinner with my sis ^_^
(gave her my avocado cus its pooo >_<)
and i got my hair the way i wanted it for once. and i'm wearing 5 necklaces, can never decide which one to wear so i just take a bunch of 'em. XD
the day before i had pizza, which looked better than it tasted -_-'''
and it snoooooowed! ^_^
almost all of it was gone by the next day but.... it was so pretty.
normally its lots of snow this time of year but the seasons have been weird.
Kurisumasu!
This christmas was great, i got the bestest things ^_^
for dinner i had sushi, (vegetarian of course)
loooottts of sushi. i ate like 4 pieces then i was full lol
my gifts:
a bag with skull cherries on it (with pink bows and i hate pink but..i ignore it XD).
a lepard print tanktop.
black legwarmers.
over the knee socks - black/purple stripey with skulls.
over the knee socks - black/white checkered.
a skull-watch and skull-necklace inside a small treasure chest.
2 waterproof pens - black and red. (to write on cds with).
"Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Mans Chest" 2007 calendar.
Gazette single "Filth in the beauty".
crown necklace.
Kon plushie from Bleach.
money to finish my swallow tattoo, yaaaaaaaay! ^_^
me ist ein very happy bunny ^____^
and can you tell i like skulls again? lol XD
i used to like them and then i got more into the 40s-50s style but i never had any money to buy anything 50s and i dont have the body for it. i'm not even. so i gave up on it. and now i've sorta fallen back to where i was 7-8 years ago. with stripes, black/white, skulls and lots of jewelry. its those darn visual kei peoples fault >_>
not that i'm complaining, i dont have to go out and buy a new wardrobe like i wanted to do when i was into the 50s, now i already have clothes like that...sort of. i still like the 40s and 50s fashion but...its not for me.
Dec. 30.
Went to my brothers place again to save pix, get updated on things and try to talk to Mette. But she wasnt online so i sent a msg on msn instead. and i saved too little so i couldnt burn anything (why burn 100mb on a 700mb disc?)...
but it was friggin cold,
when i went there i had these shoes on,
and they're not exactly warm.. not very intact either,
i'm an idiot i know. >_<
but when i went home, my parents (who came to get me cus it was dark out, yes they're overprotective) brought my boots, ^_^
it had rained so if i had had the converse on ....they would've been very wet. so yay. ^_^v
I wore my new socks and legwarmers ^_^ me likey lots
And the cam-phone has a timer..thingy!
the bathroom has the best light, thats why i always take pix in there lol but i couldnt find a good spot to place the cam for timer pix so i gave up after two...
Dec. 31.
I want another tattoo. still havent fixed my swallow cus...my sis doesnt want to become a tattooer anymore -_- but she gave me money so i'm gonna go to her friend and fix it.
but the tat i want now is a star on my hand, between the finger and thumb. like this,
so its not filled, just the outline. think it would be pretty ^_^ i've wanted to do a 5-pointed star somewhere for years but i could never think of a good spot. wanted to have lots of them on my arms and then on my foot and...so on. but i've also been wanting something to do on my left hand, cus i know what i (might) want to do on my right hand so i wanted something small on the left one too. so this is perfect. i know a star is sooo common but for me it stands for my family. mom, dad, sis, bro and felix. in case i forget how many family members i have i can just count the points XD
but i'll prolly never get it done tho... cus the only money i have is to finish the swallow, and i cant ask her friend to do it cheap cus she doesnt tattoo hands. which is poo.
so i'll just put it on my long list of things i can never have....
Random stuff:
I got a dog! ^_^
His name is Sasaki and he's a cocker spaniel, my sis has a pug and my mom has a dalmatian. ^_^ they're so cute.
My sis bought my brother this origami thingy for his b-day, but i was so jealous and wanted one too so she bought me one hehe
Made checkered nails. it was damn hard to do, and the lines were straight but on the pix they look a bit crooked.
put up hooks so i could have a place for my necklaces and bracelets ^_^
my precious things,
my sis made me this pretty flower bracelet,
me likey lots ^_^
some Felix pix:
i put a ribbon on him and he felt sooooooooo pretty ^_^
in the tub... O_o
relaxing on his shelf...
sniffing some air from the window...
About the computer problem, we tried to install windows xp again but it didnt work. even tried windows 98, didnt work either. so my dad bought a new computer. only thing is we wont get it until march. O_O
its my brothers job that has some offer every year or something. he already bought a computer and he's paid for it but i think its something like, by march you HAVE to have it paid. then they'll send out the new computers. dunno if that made any sense...
i think its so stupid since he's already paid for it. why should we have to wait til march? mooo....
but there's nothing i can do but wait for march to come around.
its a very nice computer tho. lots of GB, new keyboard, new screen, scanner, printer....i'm so excited about it! ^_^ march march maaaarch.....
ah well, over and out for this goddamn year ^____^
January 2, 2007.
Went with dad, mom and sis to get the keys to sis' apartment. It was sooo pretty, i want to live there too. >_<
She lives pretty close to us (brother does too), so when we were gonna go home i wanted to go my own way... and i got lost XD
I got mad at my parents cus they didnt go my way and then i get lost. so stupid. i have no sense of direction. in my head it seemed so right but i ended up soo wrong lol i thought my parents would laugh in my face when i got home but my mom got really upset. I made my mom sad ó_ò but i was only 15 min after them so i never thought she'd react like that. oh well, at least i got some exercise. XD
Jan. 6.
Woke up with a blob under my eye,
hella annoying. and thats my bootiful duck face XD
Jan. 8.
Made omelette for the first time ^_^
made two cus the first one broke when i tried to turn it lol and i forgot to spice it >_<
but the second one turned out better,
rice, omelette and veggies. mmmmmmm ^_^
Jan. 11.
I am a bunny.
and felix is a poohead, sitting in front of the tv...
Jan. 14.
Went to brother and continued saving things from the net. i couldnt burn anything the last time i was there cus i didnt save enough.
And i had my sailor dress on for the first time ^_^ i've had the dress for years but for some reason never worn it. its odd cus i think its super cute. ^_^ its dark blue btw.
and my hair(the blonde) is getting that annoying length. >_<
its got the ..back thingy ^_^
i got this game thingy from my brother,
and a little Furby from my sis,
she says she's gonna buy all 4 buut...its a Mcdonalds toy so you have to wait til they change, and they do it after 2 weeks or something so she'll prolly forget about it. i know i would lol
When we went home it was soooo cold, and it snowed and it was windy. bleh, horrible weather, plus it was dark so you could hardly see anything. and my hair got all stupid...
had noodles for dinner, mmm noodles...
oh, and this is my brothers cat Kyuubi,
isnt he just the cuuuuuuuutest ^_^
Jan. 15.
Sister moved out u_u feels empty. she didnt move far away but she's still not just down the hall. moo.
Jan. 17.
Made an ankh-rosary,
it looks gold but its actually silver. i would never wear gold jewelry, its poo.
i've wanted a rosary with an ankh for years but never got around buying one. then i saw someone wear a rosary and remembered it.
my sis looked around but couldnt find any so i broke a necklace and made it myself. thats why its so crappy. XD
Jan. 20.
We celebrated my sisters b-day (it was on the 19th) and my brother brought a cd with Gazettes new video, Hyena. weeee! i'm missing sooo much by not having internet. so yay for having a nice brother. ^_^
i also got to borrow a dvd from him,
Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan, its hilarious lol she's an angel and she likes a guy and she kills him all the time... i suck at explaining but its hella funny XD
and it snowed like crazy,
it was the first real snow! before it snowed a little and it didnt stay long but now it was real winter snow...that prolly didnt make any sense but i dont caaaaaaaare! cus its snoooooooooooow! ^_^
and its Aois birthday ^_^
Jan. 21.
Schnooooooooooooow!
weeeee! ^_^
felix is tiny, he probably is normal cat size but to me he will always be a little baby.
watching dvd,
XD
Jan. 28.
Was supposed to have gone with my parents and sis to Ikea but didnt really feel like it. but i wish i had cus they bought shoes!
the store has an offer where you buy 3 pairs but only pay for 2. so my mom got 2 pairs and my sis 1. i want to steal one of my moms shoes.
they're so pretty. ^_^ i've started to like grey (in clothes/shoes) or, black and grey. and sort of...masculine clothes. like vests and black/grey stripey pants. and ooh, shoes. i like those 1920s-1950s men shoes. the ones that are black and white. oh well.
some felix...
Jan. 30.
On the night between the 29th and 30th my mom went to the hospital. it was around 2am and i was sitting in the living room watching tv (i've been watching animal planet alot lately) when my dad comes out and says he has to call for an ambulance.
i was like O_O My mom said the room was spinning and she could hardly move. so the ambulance came and she and my dad left.
i dont think i've ever felt so helpless. i couldnt even look at my mom cus it just felt so ...weird. i'm still like a little child when it comes to my parents, they're not suppose to be sick or hurt. they're invincible, they can do anything.
i didnt cry until they left, it was horrible... i mean, this is my mother. MY MOTHER. she cant be sick.
my dad was calm and i probably seemed calm but on the inside i was exploding. after they left and i was done freaking out all i could do was wait for my dad to call from the hospital. buuut i couldnt so i called him and he said she had really high blood pressure and she might have had a blood clot in her brain. i want to die.
Me, sis and dad went to the hospital to visit and it was horrible seeing her there. she looked so weak and...odd. she was like a shell of my mom. all of this is so unreal.
But she was better than last night.
A shirt and pants i had ordered came.. but its a bit hard to be happy over new clothes when your mom is in the hospital...
poo...
Jan. 31.
Went to the hospital with dad and sis. will go til she gets to come home. she looked a bit better tho. Doctors said she had had a tiny blood clot in her brain.
Feb. 1.
Bored...
Mom was doing better tho so that made me happy ^_^
yeah i'm weird... -_-|||
and its Rukis birthday ^_^
Feb. 2.
Got "Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children" dvd from my brother. i've only had the burned version before so yay.
its got 2 cds
Mom doing alot better.
Feb. 3.
moo moo moo... i got bored so i made pancakes XD
too lazy to stand and make it...
Feb. 4.
Didnt go to the hospital cus my hip is killing me. my feet too. but mostly my hip. i'm not used to walking this much so now my body is breaking.
Feb. 5.
My dad found a old Gameboy but the screen isnt working. -_-
i have a gameboy from before but its smaller and called "gameboy pocket"...
but i think the old one is much cooler XD
My mom called from the hospital and said she was coming home today but when we got there it turns out she misunderstood.
so she's staying a little while longer. poo. want my mama home. >_<
^el hospital.
Feb. 6.
I am an idiot. the Gameboy screen does work but you have to fix the contrast. >_< lol didnt think about that at all.
Daddy bought me sushi and i got 11 pieces altho i was only suppose to get 9 ^_^ and no poo avocado, got cucumber and red and green pepper..sweet pepper..er...i dont know what they're called, but its these ...instead, yaaaay! ^_^
Feb. 7.
Didnt go to mom today either. its my damn hip again. and i didnt sleep well. poo.
Feb. 8.
Saw the prettiest shoes! me wantsy. ^_^
Feb. 9.
Got a black long hoodie jacket and grey vest thingy from my sis. ^_^ pretty pretty.
My mom started arguing about some pen so me and dad left. -_-|||
Feb. 10.
Because of the stupid pen thing i didnt go today either. if i get her mad then whats the point of me going there. she has to stop getting so mad, she has to think about her blood pressure now. and she says she's gonna change but... if she can get mad cus first she thinks i've taken her pen and then she cant find it, what will happen when she gets home? there are alot more stuff than a pen to get mad about at home... just wish she would calm down.
Feb. 11.
Got shorts from my sis, so so pretty. a bit itchy but its ok. and i got them for free too cus the cashier forgot to charge for them lol
look i can scratch my head and take a pic at the same time XD
Mom is hopefully coming home tomorrow *fingers crossed*.
Feb. 12.
Moma came hooooooooome! ^_^ she has to take medication now tho, 3 different pills every day.
and my damn wisdomtooth hurts like hell >_< its odd, the first and last teeth kill me but the second and third came up without any problem. poo. but mom is home! weeeee!
Feb. 13.
Daddy is sick. of course happiness doesnt last long in this family. he got the ..puking disease(?). it was the damn hospital that gave it to him. u_u
Feb. 14.
I went to the store all by myself! ^_^ since mom and dad arent feeling well i was forced to. yeehaw. werent that many people out so it wasnt all that bad. *feels proud*
Feb. 15.
I got sick! O_O i hardly ever get sick. i threw up(which i neeeever do, eew) and my whole body ached and bleeee it was horrible! >_< but it was only really bad for like a day. think it was some sort of 24 hour flu or something. 3 days later i was still a bit slow.
Feb. 20.
Brother called and said the computer people called him and said the computer is coming on thursday, the 22nd, between 5 and 10pm. O_O omg omg omg omg! Finally my misery will ennnnnddddd!
Feb. 22.
It came! it came! it came! yeeeehaw! its so pretty and the screen is huuuuuge ^_^
now if we could only get the internet to work... -_-|||
Feb. 23.
Our internet thingy just keeps blinking, pooo! dunno whats wrong... but at least the computer works ^_^ except for the webcam. seems to be some problem with XP. it was installing but then i got a thing saying "it could cause problems with the computer now or later" and when i've ignored that before i've always had problems. so i cancelled it. but hopefully i'll get a new cam soon.
Feb. 24.
Dad called the ...internet people (?) and they said we had to change the ...thingy... gee, i'm great at explaining ey? >_< well anyway he changed it and it woooooooooorks! i'm typing this on the internet, all the previous text was written in wordpad and then copied and pasted.
i have internet, i have internet, doo doo doo doo doooooooooo v^_^v
Random
Felix
drawing my sis did of me ages ago, she drew a bass cus i really wanted one at the time.
and i wanted shoes like that too.
i eventually bought a bass, a used one. but it was a right handed bass and i'm left handed.
i tried to learn how to play right handed but ...it didnt work. so i sold it.
peanut butter and nutella (chocolate cream thingy..)
so so good and so so sooo unhealthy XD
October 30th & 31st, 2006.
Some autumn trees. this weather is so boring... and it makes my hair frizzy >_<
me and my groovy glasses XD
November 3.
Screwed up my internet. was gonna try to install the scanner again. i thought it didnt work cus the old computer was retarded so it might work with the new computer. but it didnt. but, before i found that out, i had to restart for the installation to work. but the computer wouldnt restart. so i tried shutting it off, didnt work either. then i thought, what if i shut some other programs down, cus that worked with the old computer. so i shut some things down, among those things was a little icon with two computer screens.
biiiiiig mistake. apparently that was the internet connection. >_<
my brother tried to fix it, my sisters boyfriend tried to fix it, we called people who know computers to see if they could fix it..... but nothing. its screwed up. and i suck.
Nov. 16.
Dyed my hair black. finallyyyyyy! it instantly looked sooo much better ^_^
from this:
to this:
sooooooooo happy ^_^
Nov. 20.
bleached it. weeeeeee!
Nov. 21.
and again...
but i'm so stupid. bleaching your hair isnt very good for your scalp so doing it once is bad enough, then i go and do it 2 days in a row.
my head didnt like that at all. got tiny sores all over and one kinda big one. and my entire forehead was pink. i suck. >_<
cant really see it that well in the pix tho. but daaamn it hurt ;_;
December 8.
Ate sushi (veg.) for the first time ^_^ i didnt even know there was a veggie version of it lol
but i cant use chopsticks tho..... not even with the rubberband technique...i suck.
Dec. 17.
Went to my brothers place and borrowed his computer. i miss the internet soooooo much ;_; but i saved a bunch of Gazette and 176BIZ pix ^_^ i was like a kid in a candy store, there was so much i had to do that i almost forgot the most important thing, to write Mette >_< managed to write a message on her myspace but i forgot to wish her a merry xmas...i wanted to send a xmas card but i have her old and new address and i cant remember which is the new one >_< Malene too, i dont even have her new address.. poo.
Dec. 19.
Christmas shopping with parents and sister. ate veggie sushi for dinner with my sis ^_^
(gave her my avocado cus its pooo >_<)
and i got my hair the way i wanted it for once. and i'm wearing 5 necklaces, can never decide which one to wear so i just take a bunch of 'em. XD
the day before i had pizza, which looked better than it tasted -_-'''
and it snoooooowed! ^_^
almost all of it was gone by the next day but.... it was so pretty.
normally its lots of snow this time of year but the seasons have been weird.
Kurisumasu!
This christmas was great, i got the bestest things ^_^
for dinner i had sushi, (vegetarian of course)
loooottts of sushi. i ate like 4 pieces then i was full lol
my gifts:
a bag with skull cherries on it (with pink bows and i hate pink but..i ignore it XD).
a lepard print tanktop.
black legwarmers.
over the knee socks - black/purple stripey with skulls.
over the knee socks - black/white checkered.
a skull-watch and skull-necklace inside a small treasure chest.
2 waterproof pens - black and red. (to write on cds with).
"Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Mans Chest" 2007 calendar.
Gazette single "Filth in the beauty".
crown necklace.
Kon plushie from Bleach.
money to finish my swallow tattoo, yaaaaaaaay! ^_^
me ist ein very happy bunny ^____^
and can you tell i like skulls again? lol XD
i used to like them and then i got more into the 40s-50s style but i never had any money to buy anything 50s and i dont have the body for it. i'm not even. so i gave up on it. and now i've sorta fallen back to where i was 7-8 years ago. with stripes, black/white, skulls and lots of jewelry. its those darn visual kei peoples fault >_>
not that i'm complaining, i dont have to go out and buy a new wardrobe like i wanted to do when i was into the 50s, now i already have clothes like that...sort of. i still like the 40s and 50s fashion but...its not for me.
Dec. 30.
Went to my brothers place again to save pix, get updated on things and try to talk to Mette. But she wasnt online so i sent a msg on msn instead. and i saved too little so i couldnt burn anything (why burn 100mb on a 700mb disc?)...
but it was friggin cold,
when i went there i had these shoes on,
and they're not exactly warm.. not very intact either,
i'm an idiot i know. >_<
but when i went home, my parents (who came to get me cus it was dark out, yes they're overprotective) brought my boots, ^_^
it had rained so if i had had the converse on ....they would've been very wet. so yay. ^_^v
I wore my new socks and legwarmers ^_^ me likey lots
And the cam-phone has a timer..thingy!
the bathroom has the best light, thats why i always take pix in there lol but i couldnt find a good spot to place the cam for timer pix so i gave up after two...
Dec. 31.
I want another tattoo. still havent fixed my swallow cus...my sis doesnt want to become a tattooer anymore -_- but she gave me money so i'm gonna go to her friend and fix it.
but the tat i want now is a star on my hand, between the finger and thumb. like this,
so its not filled, just the outline. think it would be pretty ^_^ i've wanted to do a 5-pointed star somewhere for years but i could never think of a good spot. wanted to have lots of them on my arms and then on my foot and...so on. but i've also been wanting something to do on my left hand, cus i know what i (might) want to do on my right hand so i wanted something small on the left one too. so this is perfect. i know a star is sooo common but for me it stands for my family. mom, dad, sis, bro and felix. in case i forget how many family members i have i can just count the points XD
but i'll prolly never get it done tho... cus the only money i have is to finish the swallow, and i cant ask her friend to do it cheap cus she doesnt tattoo hands. which is poo.
so i'll just put it on my long list of things i can never have....
Random stuff:
I got a dog! ^_^
His name is Sasaki and he's a cocker spaniel, my sis has a pug and my mom has a dalmatian. ^_^ they're so cute.
My sis bought my brother this origami thingy for his b-day, but i was so jealous and wanted one too so she bought me one hehe
Made checkered nails. it was damn hard to do, and the lines were straight but on the pix they look a bit crooked.
put up hooks so i could have a place for my necklaces and bracelets ^_^
my precious things,
my sis made me this pretty flower bracelet,
me likey lots ^_^
some Felix pix:
i put a ribbon on him and he felt sooooooooo pretty ^_^
in the tub... O_o
relaxing on his shelf...
sniffing some air from the window...
About the computer problem, we tried to install windows xp again but it didnt work. even tried windows 98, didnt work either. so my dad bought a new computer. only thing is we wont get it until march. O_O
its my brothers job that has some offer every year or something. he already bought a computer and he's paid for it but i think its something like, by march you HAVE to have it paid. then they'll send out the new computers. dunno if that made any sense...
i think its so stupid since he's already paid for it. why should we have to wait til march? mooo....
but there's nothing i can do but wait for march to come around.
its a very nice computer tho. lots of GB, new keyboard, new screen, scanner, printer....i'm so excited about it! ^_^ march march maaaarch.....
ah well, over and out for this goddamn year ^____^
January 2, 2007.
Went with dad, mom and sis to get the keys to sis' apartment. It was sooo pretty, i want to live there too. >_<
She lives pretty close to us (brother does too), so when we were gonna go home i wanted to go my own way... and i got lost XD
I got mad at my parents cus they didnt go my way and then i get lost. so stupid. i have no sense of direction. in my head it seemed so right but i ended up soo wrong lol i thought my parents would laugh in my face when i got home but my mom got really upset. I made my mom sad ó_ò but i was only 15 min after them so i never thought she'd react like that. oh well, at least i got some exercise. XD
Jan. 6.
Woke up with a blob under my eye,
hella annoying. and thats my bootiful duck face XD
Jan. 8.
Made omelette for the first time ^_^
made two cus the first one broke when i tried to turn it lol and i forgot to spice it >_<
but the second one turned out better,
rice, omelette and veggies. mmmmmmm ^_^
Jan. 11.
I am a bunny.
and felix is a poohead, sitting in front of the tv...
Jan. 14.
Went to brother and continued saving things from the net. i couldnt burn anything the last time i was there cus i didnt save enough.
And i had my sailor dress on for the first time ^_^ i've had the dress for years but for some reason never worn it. its odd cus i think its super cute. ^_^ its dark blue btw.
and my hair(the blonde) is getting that annoying length. >_<
its got the ..back thingy ^_^
i got this game thingy from my brother,
and a little Furby from my sis,
she says she's gonna buy all 4 buut...its a Mcdonalds toy so you have to wait til they change, and they do it after 2 weeks or something so she'll prolly forget about it. i know i would lol
When we went home it was soooo cold, and it snowed and it was windy. bleh, horrible weather, plus it was dark so you could hardly see anything. and my hair got all stupid...
had noodles for dinner, mmm noodles...
oh, and this is my brothers cat Kyuubi,
isnt he just the cuuuuuuuutest ^_^
Jan. 15.
Sister moved out u_u feels empty. she didnt move far away but she's still not just down the hall. moo.
Jan. 17.
Made an ankh-rosary,
it looks gold but its actually silver. i would never wear gold jewelry, its poo.
i've wanted a rosary with an ankh for years but never got around buying one. then i saw someone wear a rosary and remembered it.
my sis looked around but couldnt find any so i broke a necklace and made it myself. thats why its so crappy. XD
Jan. 20.
We celebrated my sisters b-day (it was on the 19th) and my brother brought a cd with Gazettes new video, Hyena. weeee! i'm missing sooo much by not having internet. so yay for having a nice brother. ^_^
i also got to borrow a dvd from him,
Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan, its hilarious lol she's an angel and she likes a guy and she kills him all the time... i suck at explaining but its hella funny XD
and it snowed like crazy,
it was the first real snow! before it snowed a little and it didnt stay long but now it was real winter snow...that prolly didnt make any sense but i dont caaaaaaaare! cus its snoooooooooooow! ^_^
and its Aois birthday ^_^
Jan. 21.
Schnooooooooooooow!
weeeee! ^_^
felix is tiny, he probably is normal cat size but to me he will always be a little baby.
watching dvd,
XD
Jan. 28.
Was supposed to have gone with my parents and sis to Ikea but didnt really feel like it. but i wish i had cus they bought shoes!
the store has an offer where you buy 3 pairs but only pay for 2. so my mom got 2 pairs and my sis 1. i want to steal one of my moms shoes.
they're so pretty. ^_^ i've started to like grey (in clothes/shoes) or, black and grey. and sort of...masculine clothes. like vests and black/grey stripey pants. and ooh, shoes. i like those 1920s-1950s men shoes. the ones that are black and white. oh well.
some felix...
Jan. 30.
On the night between the 29th and 30th my mom went to the hospital. it was around 2am and i was sitting in the living room watching tv (i've been watching animal planet alot lately) when my dad comes out and says he has to call for an ambulance.
i was like O_O My mom said the room was spinning and she could hardly move. so the ambulance came and she and my dad left.
i dont think i've ever felt so helpless. i couldnt even look at my mom cus it just felt so ...weird. i'm still like a little child when it comes to my parents, they're not suppose to be sick or hurt. they're invincible, they can do anything.
i didnt cry until they left, it was horrible... i mean, this is my mother. MY MOTHER. she cant be sick.
my dad was calm and i probably seemed calm but on the inside i was exploding. after they left and i was done freaking out all i could do was wait for my dad to call from the hospital. buuut i couldnt so i called him and he said she had really high blood pressure and she might have had a blood clot in her brain. i want to die.
Me, sis and dad went to the hospital to visit and it was horrible seeing her there. she looked so weak and...odd. she was like a shell of my mom. all of this is so unreal.
But she was better than last night.
A shirt and pants i had ordered came.. but its a bit hard to be happy over new clothes when your mom is in the hospital...
poo...
Jan. 31.
Went to the hospital with dad and sis. will go til she gets to come home. she looked a bit better tho. Doctors said she had had a tiny blood clot in her brain.
Feb. 1.
Bored...
Mom was doing better tho so that made me happy ^_^
yeah i'm weird... -_-|||
and its Rukis birthday ^_^
Feb. 2.
Got "Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children" dvd from my brother. i've only had the burned version before so yay.
its got 2 cds
Mom doing alot better.
Feb. 3.
moo moo moo... i got bored so i made pancakes XD
too lazy to stand and make it...
Feb. 4.
Didnt go to the hospital cus my hip is killing me. my feet too. but mostly my hip. i'm not used to walking this much so now my body is breaking.
Feb. 5.
My dad found a old Gameboy but the screen isnt working. -_-
i have a gameboy from before but its smaller and called "gameboy pocket"...
but i think the old one is much cooler XD
My mom called from the hospital and said she was coming home today but when we got there it turns out she misunderstood.
so she's staying a little while longer. poo. want my mama home. >_<
^el hospital.
Feb. 6.
I am an idiot. the Gameboy screen does work but you have to fix the contrast. >_< lol didnt think about that at all.
Daddy bought me sushi and i got 11 pieces altho i was only suppose to get 9 ^_^ and no poo avocado, got cucumber and red and green pepper..sweet pepper..er...i dont know what they're called, but its these ...instead, yaaaay! ^_^
Feb. 7.
Didnt go to mom today either. its my damn hip again. and i didnt sleep well. poo.
Feb. 8.
Saw the prettiest shoes! me wantsy. ^_^
Feb. 9.
Got a black long hoodie jacket and grey vest thingy from my sis. ^_^ pretty pretty.
My mom started arguing about some pen so me and dad left. -_-|||
Feb. 10.
Because of the stupid pen thing i didnt go today either. if i get her mad then whats the point of me going there. she has to stop getting so mad, she has to think about her blood pressure now. and she says she's gonna change but... if she can get mad cus first she thinks i've taken her pen and then she cant find it, what will happen when she gets home? there are alot more stuff than a pen to get mad about at home... just wish she would calm down.
Feb. 11.
Got shorts from my sis, so so pretty. a bit itchy but its ok. and i got them for free too cus the cashier forgot to charge for them lol
look i can scratch my head and take a pic at the same time XD
Mom is hopefully coming home tomorrow *fingers crossed*.
Feb. 12.
Moma came hooooooooome! ^_^ she has to take medication now tho, 3 different pills every day.
and my damn wisdomtooth hurts like hell >_< its odd, the first and last teeth kill me but the second and third came up without any problem. poo. but mom is home! weeeee!
Feb. 13.
Daddy is sick. of course happiness doesnt last long in this family. he got the ..puking disease(?). it was the damn hospital that gave it to him. u_u
Feb. 14.
I went to the store all by myself! ^_^ since mom and dad arent feeling well i was forced to. yeehaw. werent that many people out so it wasnt all that bad. *feels proud*
Feb. 15.
I got sick! O_O i hardly ever get sick. i threw up(which i neeeever do, eew) and my whole body ached and bleeee it was horrible! >_< but it was only really bad for like a day. think it was some sort of 24 hour flu or something. 3 days later i was still a bit slow.
Feb. 20.
Brother called and said the computer people called him and said the computer is coming on thursday, the 22nd, between 5 and 10pm. O_O omg omg omg omg! Finally my misery will ennnnnddddd!
Feb. 22.
It came! it came! it came! yeeeehaw! its so pretty and the screen is huuuuuge ^_^
now if we could only get the internet to work... -_-|||
Feb. 23.
Our internet thingy just keeps blinking, pooo! dunno whats wrong... but at least the computer works ^_^ except for the webcam. seems to be some problem with XP. it was installing but then i got a thing saying "it could cause problems with the computer now or later" and when i've ignored that before i've always had problems. so i cancelled it. but hopefully i'll get a new cam soon.
Feb. 24.
Dad called the ...internet people (?) and they said we had to change the ...thingy... gee, i'm great at explaining ey? >_< well anyway he changed it and it woooooooooorks! i'm typing this on the internet, all the previous text was written in wordpad and then copied and pasted.
i have internet, i have internet, doo doo doo doo doooooooooo v^_^v
Random
Felix
drawing my sis did of me ages ago, she drew a bass cus i really wanted one at the time.
and i wanted shoes like that too.
i eventually bought a bass, a used one. but it was a right handed bass and i'm left handed.
i tried to learn how to play right handed but ...it didnt work. so i sold it.
peanut butter and nutella (chocolate cream thingy..)
so so good and so so sooo unhealthy XD