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[sevencolorgems]

....................

...Well, that was so utterly stupid.

Stupid of me, most of all.

I really don't have a standpoint, do I.

The worst part is that I know consciously that he's right about a lot of it, if not all of it. But what am I supposed to say to him? Even if I acquiesce to him, he'll probably call me pathetic, and then still never let up

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[johanspirits]

...Johan.

Why do you think all of us chose you in the first place? Do you really think we did it because we didn't see anything in you?

Of course not. Now stop it.

[sevencolorgems]

...Sorry. Just feeling kinda doubtful at the moment...

[johanspirits]

It will pass in time. Such things do. Even so, we remain here for you.

If you have to, avoid speaking with him. It is an obvious solution, but probably the most effective.

As for your place... you will surely find something.

[sevencolorgems]

...Thanks.

I still feel like hiding from the world at the moment... but at least I'll take my deck with me.

[i_like_red]

Johan...
...remember how you said that when I get down, it's really weird to see me like that? Same goes for you.

Just, don't let the guy get to you, just because he says something doesn't make it true, I've told him to lay off you anyway and if he doesn't, I'll tell him again and if he doesn't then well... I'll just DUEL some sense into him.

[sevencolorgems]

...............

I was actually about to tell him the same thing myself -- that just because he says so doesn't make it true -- but I decided not to, and now I... kinda wish I had, just to reassure myself it was true.

...This just kinda proves his point, though, admittedly.

[i_like_red]

What he was saying was uncalled for and I'm hoping he'll listen to me and back off now.
Maybe you don't know where you want to head in life right now, but you know, I think we ALL have that doubt right now, where we should be going, if the path we've chosen is the right one... you at least have a good option into becoming a pro-duelist if you want that, since we have Mr. Kouyou offering to sponsor all of us in Ryuuoumaru.
Doubts like that don't make you a bad person, or any less of a person.

And really... I found a speech like that weird coming from a guy who... probably has less idea of what he really wants with life... his life was... sudden and unexpected and I doubt he really has any set goal with what he wants to do with it...

[magician_ayumi]

Johan, I really don't like seeing you this upset... Is there anything I can do?

[tomboyish_star]

Do you think that you're what he said you are?

In other words, words are just words. Sure, yeah, they might sting a hell of a lot, but if you know who you are, then his words mean utter bullshit.