Josh

[settiai]

Well, Josh and I have officially broken up

Comments

[settiai]

I think, for me, the hardest part is that I had a crush on him for four years before we even started dating. For six years, he's been pretty much the only guy I've had eyes for (well, in real life -- actors don't count), and -- over the past few months -- that's kind of died away. We're more friends than anything else now, and -- even though we've been friends for years -- it's weird to think about him in a completely platonic way. Even though that's the only way I'm really thinking about at the moment.

Does that make sense?

[mistressrenet]

Yeah. It does. It's your head turning into a whole different space.

[mireille719]

*hugs* A lot of stuff's changing for you guys right now, so this could be a really good thing. And it's good that it was a friendly break-up.

Still, I completely get the weirdness.

[writteninstars]

Definitely a good thing. You have so many changes just around the corner. It wouldn't be fair to either of you to try to maintain a long distance thing while you're at Freed. And being best friends with an ex? Mostly awesome although expect the weirdness to rear its head on occasion.