Last Night

[sestian]

Last night was Flavor's CD Release Party, and it KICKED ASS!!
It was one of the best shows I have EVER been to =)
I am sorry more people could not make it, because we had a total blast!!

M asked me over while I was still flying high, so I headed to uptown.
Oops. =PThis quickly went from cool to awkward... I don't think she realizes how little

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[thyfairyangel]

Well im glad you had such a blast!!!! And im sad that she hurts you so much. You'd think she would realize how much your feelings for her are still there. And how much it hurts you. Im sorry she causes you so much pain. You'll find someone WAY better. I'm sure of it. your a sweetheart! YOu will be happy even happier then you were with her. : ) Keep your chin up! *hugs*

Suzzie Bear! :)

[watergrrl]

It sucks when you want something to stay the same, but it's changing. Don't beat yourself up-- please-- you are a wonderful guy, a great friend and a good guitar player (okay, so that's a stretch-- just kidding). :)

More like, with active time, you'll surround yourself with your friends, channel your energy into a few much-loved activities, and be able to work through all the emotional back-up. Just don't fight it-- feel all the stuff that comes up, work through the bad shit, savor the good. I sound like I should go eat granola in the woods or something (which, consequently, sounds pretty good right now...) but really. You're wise to focus on yourself right now-- be healthy and have fun.

Oh-- and I've been making an effort to do more fun stuff, less work-- i now have five baskets of laundry to fold, four to wash, a yard to rake and one more paper to write-- and it will all have to wait. i'm busy drinking coconut rum, listening to some funky jazz, and chasing the dog around the living room. :) Here's to self-health. :)

[lovesforsaken25]

Well Im glad ya had fun but a little sad that things got "akward" with you & M. Funny how alchol makes things seem like good ideas at the time..lol...

I think she does know how you feel about her but u2 have a lot of history together and she, knowingly or not, wants her cake and wants to eat it too.
She still has feelings for you, she always will and vice versa but both of you need to stop torturing each other. =( I know its hard to just let go..trust me I know but space is def key right now. Im not telling you something u dont already know of course, but repetition helps things stick sometimes. =)

Moving on from what you both once shared is the only way to get it back one day. Make Sense? =)