the things that I never asked for
were always given to me
and I always appreciated them
and now
they've all gone anyway
due to laziness and lack of care
I wish I never noticed
maybe it would still be around
the feeling
the rush
that excitement
the happiness.
I may seem hard to please
but I don't ask for much
I don't understand how the selfish girls
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I never realized how much I rely on internet ( Read more... )

of course holly
what were you thinking?
here you are screaming at the top of your lungs
and no one in the world is listening to you
- because you're invisible.

* if you were smart you would've seen it - by high lighting

note to only children: we experience neglect as well.

I would like to find my box of old toys now
so I can remember what it was like to ( Read more... )

so honestly
I can't stress this enough
lower your expectations so people aren't liable to disappoint you
because the bar was set so low
that whatever is done - can't hurt you.

because you know
what does it matter if someone is so attuned to themselves
that no one else's wants and needs are noticed.
and what does it matter if you said one thing but you ( Read more... )

I hate repeating myself 501 times to get my point through your wall of ignorance
I'm tired of waiting all the live long day.
I'm sick of people needing my attention all day long - please let me piss in peace.
I'm getting myself outta here
and if I leave you behind it's 'cause you couldn't keep up

is there a sign on my fucking forehead that says
she ( Read more... )

I've tried I think 500 times on how to say
the things that irritate me the most about some people.
but I can't seem to word myself properly.

but I'll try

1. stop looking around your wandering eyes annoy me
2. don't assume that every man walking your way is falling in love with you per passing second
3. stop calling ugly attention towards yourself
4. you're in denial ( Read more... )

every three hours
for every day
in the past 3 years I've thought about what my life would be like if I hadn't moved back to Toronto.

I miss Vancouver,
and one way or another
I gotta make my way back
'cause I may love the people in Toronto
but I love what Vancouver does for me.

plain + simple

I wanna go home.
now.

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can you blame her?
you blamed her.

as much as  I hate running
I just can't stay.
you wonder what's infected my brain
it's this place, it's a virus
everyone here is selfish and it's infectious
try to condition yourself otherwise and it's near impossible
because if you aren't even a little bit selfish
you're invisible
and no one wants to be invisible.

I sent my ( Read more... )