help

[serenedreamzzz]

Im so contradictive... one moment i want to be loved the next i want to be left alone. It just seems that the ppl i really want to love me... dont.

Well im not going to settle for whatever this time. Now its my choice. My voice is going to be heard. No more silent screams...

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The offensiveness needs to stop too... the quick unthinking

Comments

[maxeuphonium]

cha cha....i won't let you get lonely if you allow me to...or not too...what ever...you know what i mean....

just talk to me...online or otherwise....k? Much love...bye

[serenedreamzzz]

thanx eric... IM me sometime my sn is on my info. <3

Feelings flow, and feelings go!

[aretrochick]

Don't you hate that....you want one thing so you tell people, but the person you want to hear you is deaf to your words! You wanna scream out to them to take you and to care for you, but you are afraid to. Life has it's times when you're willing to wait, and nothing happens, but you don't mind, but when you can't wait any longer cause you feel you will burst, life throws all these curve balls. Waiting sucks, but being anxious is worse than anything. When you are longing for someone, it feels like an eternity even if it is just a few hours! Hang in there...let the world spin, it'll feel good in the long run! Much luck!

Re: Feelings flow, and feelings go!

[serenedreamzzz]

wow... thats exactly how i feel... i udertand i have to wait but man, ive been waiting for so long now; i just need patience and try not to take control over my life all by myself, like u said just let the world spin. im sure everyone goes throuh this but thanx for showing me a clearer picture of how it will all be ok. sometime i just need some reasurance.

Re: Feelings flow, and feelings go!

[aretrochick]

I'm always in need of reasurance...since I found it on my own, I like to give it that way other people see things sooner and feel better about themselves. I'm glad it helped...and i know it's soo easy for people to write advice. What most don't understand is how hard it is to accomplish...hope you feel better and things look up for you soon! Take Care!

[grins_gernades]

aye.... your so emo sasha... dance for daddy........you know im always here you know this....and yes soon you and i will be in the stars.

love, josh
p.s. emo biatch

[serenedreamzzz]

im not always emo lol just recently... i warned you. well anywho thanx you know im here for you too joshua.... to the stars we will soon go for pure bliss.

PS. i am not an emo biatch, you gay man!

xoxoxo

[grins_gernades]

p.s. your not empty...your just emo.....now quit that crying b/s and lets go take pics.naked

SURF NAKED
-Josh-

[serenedreamzzz]

::gasp:: NAKED!?! Oh my!

PS. nah im pretty sure its just that im empty.

[phfat_mike]

my sasha, umm i aint much compared to him but like im always here dude so that way u have somebody to talk to. the lamb is silent, but the heart speaks in parables... goodbye my sasha.

[serenedreamzzz]

Thank you mike... You are always a pleasure to talk to, and know im here for you too. Remember, I am the light switch in a dark room and its a new exploit whenever you cant find it.

[phfat_mike]

my light bulb went out so ima need a new one, if u can be my light, all i have to do is remember where the switch was...