ouch..... today was awesome until i got home... kim called and we hung out... omg. it was bad.. she was crying so much and i started to and then i had to hold her because she was just going on about.....askjdfkasjdfkasjdlkfjasdlfkjasldkfjas .... and then it got better and when i had to go to work it was really bad again.. srry i can't tell what ( Read more... )

i know ppl read this and are like.. ya.. what the fuck .. and i don't care. youknow?? i know who you are to. your friends leek stuff out... well it doesn't matter anymore cause your beneath us. its like light and shadow.. my focus is on my light.. carissa..... and all the rest of you are just shadows in the darkness....i know you all think im a man ( Read more... )

babe... i owe you so much.... youve given me all your love and ive only been able to give you half of mine.... i don't wanna do that anymore.. i wanna be able to love you completely and with out the restraints of others... your my one.... and your so perfect... i dream so constantly of us but i know we can't ... yet... cause of CERTAIN.... ( Read more... )

hey ! how come i gotta go to work today?!?!?! it sux... anyways... i got a 8 hour shift until 7 and it really really bites the big one..... gr....... anyway... i want to have SOMEONE... wake up and call me! wake up babe! i love you!.... anyways.. i got to to prom right afterwords.. yuk yuk yuk... well i gtg.... later days... ps..... i love you ( Read more... )

well..... i'm tired and i need some sleep... lol ... yeah. anyways... i got work at like 1115 in the morning and that sux cause right after that is prom.. ewwwwwwww..... anywho... i guess prom will be cool.... ill try to look good.. lol and anyways. i think that hanging out wiht josh will be interesting... hey! new news in pratt.! joe and brit. ( Read more... )

hey world! whats up??? im just choking down some food and junk and trying to get my tie on... oh... i hate mcds... but it isn't that bad.. i get a pay check today! yay!!! anywhos. i love you juliet even though some ppl don't approve of it.. idc... they can suck my *^%4 .. ya know..!? i love you and thats all that matters.. anyway. ill tty tonight ( Read more... )

hey world.... its morning and its 1215...... damn... everyones asleep and i just got back from mcdonalds and i smell like a fricken grease bucket... ew... anywhos... tried.. and someone is supposed to CALL ME... but if whe doesn't i'm not happy... ill get over it though... lol anywyas.. to my love.. i love you and............ night ( Read more... )

well now that i know that everyone is reading my journal in pratt. well oh well... idc anymore.. i think everyone should know how i feel.. i love my juliet and i won't let her go for anything.. and i know she wont' let me go either...(as soon as i am able to lose my gf...gr..) its hard youknow?? trying to understand love and stuff like that... its ( Read more... )

wow i love you more and more.. your words are like some kind of energy that just like energises me and lets me go on living! its awesome... i love you and now i can't wait till im with you and can be all yours babe.. ill ttyl! love you!

yupp...... today sucked... just like everyday does now that ive stopped conversing with juliet... it sux..... i feel so stupid for not just breaking up with you know who and going wiht her... i feel that its the best thing to do but i don't know how i should do it.... this is so confusing.... i wish i could just hold you and kiss you .. but i can't ( Read more... )