they started training me to be a bartender tonight. Yay. Finally some variety in my hum-drum life ( Read more... )

great.

i've turned into the psycho girl whose texts he ignores.

being lonely is aaaaaaawwwweeessoome. and apparently i come off as desperate?

Not.

Where are all the tall, [maybe] dark, [sort of] handsome, charming men with earning potential higher than mine?

are they really that hard to find?

people at working have been asking julia if i'm hooking up with my hot married romanian coworker.

yeah, lets emphasize the married part.

and how i'm not hooking up with him.

(i would though, if he were single!!)

I need to get over him.

I am just an option for him, but he's a priority in my life.
My day sucks when I don't hear from him.
I don't like emotional yo-yos.

Goddammit.

... it almost feels couply! In a few minutes, I'll get up and make him breakfast.

He said my coworkers should send him a gift basket for how much nicer i'll be, and that April owes HIM starbucks.

In a related turn, and completely unsurprising...http://

I want it to snow, so that I don't have class (both my professors live out in the country on farms and said they wouldnt bother the risk if it does) and I can sleep in and then play with the dogs.

But if its snowing here, its worse in the mountains. And I want K-Stew to get here A-Sap, in one beautiful 6-foot piece.

Conflicting desires!

I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT!!!!!!

(to a legitimate child - my sister-in-law, not my sisters! :) )

yeeeeeeaaaaahhhh!

I leave for Orlando tomorrow, to ring in the New Year with Denny. Super Pumped. I have at least ONE platonic straight guy friend?

K-Stew is still with the freshman prude thing. Obviously, it isn't my place to say "do this" but I feel like he is cheating on her emotionally with me, and there has been serious talk of him coming to visit in a non- ( Read more... )

dump your girlfriend already and come be with me!!!! we both know its what you want!

( Grades )