Why can't anyone understand me.
I always put myself into other people's shoes and try to understand how they feel.
But when it comes to me, has anyone tried to put themselves in my shoes?
It's like i'm not allowed to have wants or anything.
I can't ask for anything for myself.

And now even the people closest to me can't see that.
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Okay, no negativity.
I can do this. I must prove people wrong.
I am strong and i'm not a bad kid.
I can do this.
I am more than this. I know i can.
I'll do my very best no matter how much it takes.
I can handle this. This is nothing.

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Im trying my best. Really.
I don't need anyone to understand how i feel but i don't need to be put down like that.
Seriously. Not helping at all.
I want to cry but i won't. I gotta be strong. I won't cry.
I'm standing on my own. Everything's on me.
I am... deranged? hmmmmm.

Woke up really early today. Went for mass like at 11 in the morning. Felt kinda weird cause i have been away from church for almost 3 years.
I saw star! :) How lovely.
So the main point of going for mass is because my four darling cousins got confirmed! woohoo!
So we all have second names now cause we're confirmed. So it's official!
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My dad officially, majorly, problematically has a problem with me walking around in the house with my spag top and panties/boxers.
Not because he's around or what but because the window is open?!
(FYI: I live on the 13th floor and all our windows is facing towards open air.)
Yes, like, the sky?! Is spiderman gonna climb up and peek at me?!
GAWD.

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