joonmyun wants soft smiles and soft edges and someone to hold when the night grows colder.
(but you always want what you can't have)
jongin is all sharp angles and his smile cuts like a thousand knives.
(it's all about mutual dependency)
joonmyun wants love and jongin needs a place to stay, needs some form of company so he knows that he isn't alone.
they fuck, with jongin pinning joonmyun's wrists above his head, smothering him with kisses. it's what joonmyun wants, and jongin does it because it makes him feel better, so he doesn't have to hear joonmyun's broken whispers of 'i love you', doesn't have to hear joonmyun cry out his name over and over again, 'jongin, jongin, a breathless litany that doesn't belong on his lips, doesn't have to feel obligated to murmur 'i love you too' against joonmyun's lips
( ... )
you want soft and gentle and never vicious
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(but you always want what you can't have)
jongin is all sharp angles and his smile cuts like a thousand knives.
(it's all about mutual dependency)
joonmyun wants love and jongin needs a place to stay, needs some form of company so he knows that he isn't alone.
they fuck, with jongin pinning joonmyun's wrists above his head, smothering him with kisses. it's what joonmyun wants, and jongin does it because it makes him feel better, so he doesn't have to hear joonmyun's broken whispers of 'i love you', doesn't have to hear joonmyun cry out his name over and over again, 'jongin, jongin, a breathless litany that doesn't belong on his lips, doesn't have to feel obligated to murmur 'i love you too' against joonmyun's lips ( ... )
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