It's friday and i am home. I rarely received any calls to go out and do something ( Read more... )

I've been having some major mood swings lately.. but of course PMS is to blame or else my life is shitty and i'm up set about it ( Read more... )

Everytime i stop writing on here i feel like i caged my feelings and thoughts inside me. I like to express them so i can deal with them then and not later. I like to get into the root of anything that disturbs me or bothers me emotionally. I'm so oblivious sometimes because i don't let things just 'be' and when i don't let it be i don't take it for ( Read more... )

Oh xmas tree. Xmas is over ( Read more... )

Despite school, i've been having some real great days. Ryan is the cause of that mostly ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was okay. That holiday never seems to be an important one to me. It should be celebrated with family and i don't have many in the first place, at least near, to share that with. Either way, i went to my cousin's house over at Palmdale and had some turkey and stuff. Turkey did my stomach wrong and have been still paying the price as of ( Read more... )

OMG i have so many things on my mind. I have spent the last couple of nights with very little to sleep because i've gone back and forth inside my head with so many things. My main concern is my future; my future with everything and everyone involved in my life. From work, home, friends, and boyfriend ( Read more... )

OMG. My Love Life has me on the biggest roller coaster. It takes me so high up in the clouds and yet takes me on the biggest drops down to hell. Everytime i see things to be perfect, a terrible thing(s) always follows and no less, LIES. I detest liars because it proves how egotistical and selfish they are. They look after their best self interest ( Read more... )

I just came home from my baby's house. It feels so great spending endless hours with the person you love. Even if it's absolutely nothing you feel that your day has been filled with joy and comfort. The reason i spend the night at his house is because his parents are out of town and so were mine. I also spent the night over last week but the plans ( Read more... )

I'm home and i'm bored ( Read more... )