Step Twenty-Two

[senseiseiichi]

Weekend. Wow.

I needed the break, we all needed it.  And the three of us-Renji, Genichirou, and myself-have come back stronger because of it.  A lot of barriers were broken down-physical, mental, even spiritual, I should say. It completely changed my look on relationships in general.  And I think now...now, it can work.  It's unusual, but the three

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[gaku_nii_chan]

I'm really glad that things worked out. I dont' know if I've told you yet.

I still can't believe you haven't found Bear-san. If the time comes and you need one, just let me know. I got a new one this weekend which could possibly be micro-chipped to keep an eye on me, I don't know but I know that it's nice having the one that you've had forever there for you. So, if you need something to cuddle with, you can use the new one. I hope you find Bear-san soon though.

[senseiseiichi]

Thank you, Gakuto. You don't know how happy this makes me that it's all working out for the best.

It's just...I'm really upset about this. I'm surprised I haven't torn him to pieces since I hold him so tightly when they do it and all of the other tests. And I promised Amaya I would take care of him for her...okay, she was ten years old, but I still promised. Oh man! How am I going to tell her that he's gone if he doesn't come back in time?

I might have to take you up on that offer, even if he is microchipped. =) Thank you.

[willowy_renji]

Yes, we did need that. And I agree that we're stronger now for it as well.

I wouldn't tell you to stop. Genichirou might though. As to your question as to how much of a woman you look like...your icon that you used - it makes you look like you have breasts. No offense.

And my offer to let Cuddle-san go with you still stands, though I know it's not the same. I'm sure all the stuffed animals will show up.

Private to Seiichi
Do you want me to go along with you as well? With or without Bear-san?

[senseiseiichi]

It's different, but it's a good different. We just...I think we need to all sit down and work out exactly what we're going to do.

But I like that icon. It's a nice scarf! I guess I can see where I would have "cleavage", though.

Gakuto offered me his new bear. I can't take Cuddle-san, he might disappear, too.

Private to Renji

Please? Genichirou wants to come, too. I don't think that they would let you in for the actual procedure, but I really could use the support.

[willowy_renji]

That might be a good idea. We at least have a start though.

I really should have deleted that It is pretty...

I think if they didn't take Cuddle-san this time that they won't now.

Private to Seiichi
Of course. I wouldn't have asked otherwise. And I know you'll need the support - and with Genichirou along, probably someone to distract him from his being overly worried.

Private to Renji

[senseiseiichi]

=) You two could distract each other in the hospital. Genichirou's so overprotective and worried. You can't help but to love him for it.

(He worries about you too, you know. He told me that he does love you.)