There has to be a better way to break up with someone.

So, I'd say my weekend went pretty well. On Friday, I went out to Ames to see Holly at her internship. I got to meet her roommates, albiet briefly. They're pretty cool, but one of them likes to ask a lot of questions. This is comparable to another Russian I know. But, I won't stereotype, and assume that they're both just inquisitive people. ( Read more... )

So, for the few people who don't know, I've been working for Dr. Jones for almost a year. Well, a lot of the work I've been doing is finally coming to fruition. Circuit boards have been made, and are being tested. Parts that we thought had been discontinued have been renamed, improved by maybe a little bit, and made slightly more expensive. And ( Read more... )

Suddenly, it seems as if I'm awakening from a dream. For the longest time, I feel as if I had just existed, going from one day to the next, taking life as it came, not really wanting anything than to not cause waves ( Read more... )

I hate these sleepless nights where I toss and turn, unable to fall asleep. I think it's better to have someone with me, because then I feel bad about moving around too much, so laying there forcing myself to think still thoughts seems to help me fall asleep ( Read more... )

Matt, Holly and I went shopping for clothes yesterday. It's the first time I've gone clothes shopping in 2 years, I think. Except for getting a swimsuit, which I needed. (I don't count the clothes I got to make it easy on me when I had a broken arm - mum went and bought those for me). Maybe in a couple weeks I can convince Lee to go with me and ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I should write about, but I feel I should put something in so that everyone knows I've not died recently ( Read more... )

Bob told me a couple of days ago that Master Jun is going to have me test for my next rank in Kum-Do in a couple of weeks. To me, this seems a little fast, so I'm going to work my ass off to do it. Or, at least, bits of my foot. The problem with the floor at the place we practice is that it is very frictive wood, with lots of little chunks ( Read more... )

Goals:

• Build confidence



• Be less of a romantic and more of a realist in my own mind


• Lose 20 lbs of not-useful body mass, replace with useful body mass


• Figure out where I am with my life, and where I want to be


• Figure out how to get to where I want to be

So, it's 2:07. I have to be to work at 6, and yet for some reason, I'm still awake. It's probably a combination of energy drink (3.5 hours ago), the 3 hour nap I took today, and an inability to clear my mind of some important issues that's keeping me awake. I'm currently drinking a vodka and lemonade, hoping that it will at least help with that ( Read more... )